"I know it's not you're fault,
But I'm a locked door,
An inside I'm a mess,
By people before,
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand"

I'm not the kind of person, who lets everything out....
Last time I did that,
It was used against me,
That felt like a dozen knives being stabbed into my back.
That's probably why I started building walls up,
I get sad......,
I get mad.....,
Friend's ask why ?,
I just shrug.

I wonder who would even take the time, breaking these walls down.
I don't think I can handle it anymore.....
Too much, being kept in.
TOO MUCH I TELL YOU!

Laughter and smiles, people say are the best cure....
They're also the best disguise....
Ever thought my happiness was a disguise?
Bet it never crossed you're mind.....at all.
Sometimes it is,
Sometimes it isn't
Ha.Ha.Ha.
Got you're mind boggling now, don't I?

hahhahahaha......... teehee.
Chillax ah wei........
:)

Mia ; needs a hug. ;)