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'96. I love books, music and Justin Bieber. May the odds be ever in your favor. x

Down the hill.
20110126 @ Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Though I call out 'I want to see you',
There's no response from you.

Maths. So hard when teacher explains, but when my tuition teacher explains, senang jer. What is wrong with the world? -scratch head-
I bled today. Entah larrr, first I got cuts on my arm, so that was bleeding. I didnt really bother, just wiped off the blood. Then tiba-tiba, during science, my nose started to bleed a lil.
My nose NEVER bleeds. weird.
Life is going downhill at the moment. Aisho.
I don't get it, people are just so annoying these days, why ah?
Or am I PMS-ing? Entah lar. It's just, they can get so annoying.
Till I feel like cekik-ing them,
For the people yang tak faham bahasa melayu reading this, cekik-ing is a mere action that can only happen when your not in a good mood and you wrap your hands around the victim's neck and start to stranggle them. :D

So yes, that is what 'cekik-ing' means. Anyway, I have no clue how to do maths, and it's first period tmrw. Learning is the only way you'll understand. mmmph.
How can people get so cruel all of a sudden?
I mean, you have friends right? Dont lar, ignore them and buat bodoh. (english : Don't ignore them and pretend they're not there)

I'm so used to speaking in Manglish. Sorry, new zealanders....I love you, but sometimes I'm just to lazy to type the meanings of words, so use google translate -bows-

Back to the point. Don't larr ignore them. Not nice, you know. It hurts they're feelings. No matter what, Do Not Ignore A Person, A Dog, A Cat, An Elephant, A Garbage Bin, A Wallet, A Pole?.
you. get. the. point.

Aish. So yeah. Don't ignore your friends. If you need some space, cakap jerr larrr.....they'll understand, and if they don't, at least they know that you need the space.
I just don't get it. Sometimes, when your not okay, it gets annoying how people ask
"Why ah?."
"Maria, why you not okay??"
"Why? Why? Why?. You better tell me"
"Why you not okay ah? Cheer up okay"
"Are you okay?"

It is just annoying. ANNOYING.
But sometimes, people want people to ask them why.
For me, i don't really bother. You ask or don't up to you larr.
All I know is, don't take it personally if I don't respond to whatever your saying.
It's cause, I look like I'm listening, but I'm not.


People always say that I'm emo
You know what?
Emo is just not me. 


Maybe cause I'm always there for others, but there's no one there for me.
At the end of the day, you are your own best friend.(plus God larrr....but yeah)
Sure, I'll be down sometimes, but I'll learn to move on.
Forgive and Forget.
I always just shrug it off, unless it really bothers me.
Yes, I keep my feelings to myself.
Anyone got a problem with that?
A friend of mine, quoted this on his blog, and that is precisely the reason why. Steven....U the man.

"I always channel my emotions into my work, that way, I would not hurt anyone but myself..."
- Cinna, The Hunger Games -


My twin told me that he can't always handle his problems let alone, others. But I can, he asked me how I do it. I looked at him shrugged, "I put others first I guess"
Then he tilted his head.
-.-

So yeah. Bon Voyage.
-MiaMo-
It's tough, I guess.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
I've always wanted someone
Someone that understands me
Someone that could tell what is going on with me
Just by looking into my eyes
Someone that would just hug me 
Without saying a word
Someone that would just let me cry my heart out.
I finally did find that someone, but I had to lose someone to gain another one.
Hugs.
It captures everything...
There are no need for words...
It is when both hearts connect...
When the other feels what you're feeling...

Sometimes
...I just need a hug...
Yes, I'm feeling down.
And I have a good reason for it.
Okay?
But sometimes, it feels like....you want to tell people you are'nt okay.
But you just dont want to be asked.
You get me?
But sometimes I guess, you just can't keep hiding it. You get sick of hiding emotions.
 
Letting you go is

Making me feel so cold
And I’ve been trying 
To make believe it doesn’t hurt

But that makes it worse
See, I’m a wreck inside
My tongue is tied 


; I can't believe your leaving, amigo. Next is me. D:
 
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