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Difference
20110411 @ Monday, April 11, 2011
Now that some people know.
People are starting to act differently.
People I once knew oh-so well, don't tell me things anymore, in fact you seem to barely talk to me.
You keep saying no one cares.
So why the hell do you think I stayed back those days?
I could have caught some sleep if I just went home cause I didnt care.
I may not care, but I care.
You get me?!
you dont. no one does.

I've tried. I really have.
You just don't know how it feels like.
To feel like a plastic bag, drifting through the wind, wanting to start again.
You don't know how it feels like being me.

Promises mean everything when you're little,And the worlds so big.


I miss those days. I really do. When no one knew anything. But now people know, its getting worse. I just don't know what to do. If only grandma was here, she would give me a hug and tell me no matter what everything will be alright. Henry would just kick my ass and be all, your an idiot.

The times when life didn't seem so difficult.
You stopped telling me things. It just seems like to you, everythings a mess, to me everything was always a mess. At least, we live here, we have foood, we go to school right?
Unlike the less fortunate people, no food. no school.
That's what I try to think about all the time. How lucky I am.
But how lucky am I really?

Sometimes you just got to deal with it.
Deal with shit.
When shit happens, 
sometimes you get constipation. 
WhatamIcrapping?

It's hard to let my words out.
Sorry.

sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-
Difference
Monday, April 11, 2011
Now that some people know.
People are starting to act differently.
People I once knew oh-so well, don't tell me things anymore, in fact you seem to barely talk to me.
You keep saying no one cares.
So why the hell do you think I stayed back those days?
I could have caught some sleep if I just went home cause I didnt care.
I may not care, but I care.
You get me?!
you dont. no one does.

I've tried. I really have.
You just don't know how it feels like.
To feel like a plastic bag, drifting through the wind, wanting to start again.
You don't know how it feels like being me.

Promises mean everything when you're little,And the worlds so big.


I miss those days. I really do. When no one knew anything. But now people know, its getting worse. I just don't know what to do. If only grandma was here, she would give me a hug and tell me no matter what everything will be alright. Henry would just kick my ass and be all, your an idiot.

The times when life didn't seem so difficult.
You stopped telling me things. It just seems like to you, everythings a mess, to me everything was always a mess. At least, we live here, we have foood, we go to school right?
Unlike the less fortunate people, no food. no school.
That's what I try to think about all the time. How lucky I am.
But how lucky am I really?

Sometimes you just got to deal with it.
Deal with shit.
When shit happens, 
sometimes you get constipation. 
WhatamIcrapping?

It's hard to let my words out.
Sorry.

sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-