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#4 - I can't have you
20101109 @ Tuesday, November 09, 2010
 I can't have you 
by nicholas c. yap

Everything was simple
Everything was fine
I knew I couldn't have you
And I knew why

I tried to move on

I dated other guys
But then we'd hang out
And I knew, to myself I lied.

You noticed me drifting

You said "please explain"
But, I didn't want to loose you
So, I tried to deal with the pain.

It's hard to be with you

It gets harder each day
When I look in your eyes
I feel my body floating away

I miss the way it used to be

You don't feel the change
You don't know I really love you
I'm sure to you, it's just a game

As I close my eyes tonight

I'll pray as I was taught to do
I'll pray that you realize that
I love you, but I can't have you
#3 - I love you
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

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