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Are you sure, you're a girl?
20101024 @ Sunday, October 24, 2010
I was walking in a park today, with a few friends......mainly guys.
We were walking, fooling around and one of them had brought his little sister along, and so she quickly made friends....and all.So yeah....
10 minutes later....

This guy's little sister, Mallory came up to me with this bunch of little kids and said
"Can we ask you something?"
"Yeah...sure...ask away"
"Are you sure you're a girl??"
I stood there terpegun and all the dudes started laughing like insane maniacs.
"Yeahhh.......why??"
"You act like them......and we think you're a guy"
"Okay......-still terpegun-"
"So, you're sure you're a girl?"
"Okay....now not so much"

Kids walk away........
I started laughing when I realized that I did act like one of the guys, a lot like the guys.....
Maybe I just have 2 personalities.
I could be a guy in a girl's body.
Hahaha......
That was the epic moment of the day!
:)

Mia ; Is really a guy in a girl's body ;)
Locked up inside
Sunday, October 24, 2010


"I know it's not you're fault,
But I'm a locked door,
An inside I'm a mess,
By people before,
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand"


I'm not the kind of person, who lets everything out....
Last time I did that,
It was used against me,
That felt like a dozen knives being stabbed into my back.
That's probably why I started building walls up,
I get sad......,
I get mad.....,
Friend's ask why ?,
I just shrug.

I wonder who would even take the time, breaking these walls down.
I don't think I can handle it anymore.....
Too much, being kept in.
TOO MUCH I TELL YOU!

Laughter and smiles, people say are the best cure....
They're also the best disguise....
Ever thought my happiness was a disguise?
Bet it never crossed you're mind.....at all.
Sometimes it is,
Sometimes it isn't
Ha.Ha.Ha.
Got you're mind boggling now, don't I?

hahhahahaha......... teehee.
Chillax ah wei........
:)

Mia ; needs a hug. ;)
Criticism can hurt unintentionally.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Have you ever been in a situation where someone critics you in a playful manner? & It hurts you? & you would like the critic them back with a way better reason? But you're afraid of hurting them?

I have.

Sometimes when I'm a crowd, family or friends, there is sometimes a person who would say some not very delighting stuffs about you just to put you down or just to show they're so greatttt, they make you the joke amongst the crowd. & Yes, sometimes it's a little offensive.
I can always hit them back, but what if it may offend them? I do not want to hurt them. Well, it depends, some people take it easily - they don't mind being put down but we never know, some people are pretty sensitive.
& these small little things lead to so many complications ! It may effect the person personally, you can loose a friend. It can just create a slight little gap between two people, unintentionally.
So, sometimes, I chose to shut up. You never know what's going on in someone else's mind, it's like playing psychology.