#640
20120321 @ Wednesday, March 21, 2012
One of my close friends said something to me that perhaps only the ones who move around would understand the feeling but that doesn't matter, it probably applies to everyone in different ways/situations. She said "You know something I realized ; as much as people say they'll miss you they'll get over it really soon cause they still have all their other friends it doesn't really make a difference after a while you're the one who'll REALLY miss them."
My answer to that made more sense in my head compared to reading it from the screen but I don't know, I guess I've just gotten so used to it, it doesn't affect me anymore - that feeling I mean.
"Do you miss your Malaysian friends?
"Hmmm, not really no.I miss some of them, but it's not as much as I thought it would be" It took me a while to realize this but once I did - at first, I felt bad for not missing them, but then it stopped. I do miss some of them - the Kakis, Youth and a few others but school friends -not really. Not even the humans, I must say. I have no idea why but it's not like I can make myself miss people. I'm getting red highlights the next time I go back home. Is red an aye or nay?
Back to what she said ;
It's true. no doubt about it, but then again sometimes you just think you will but you don't.
Not all the time. Sometimes you just miss them at certain times e.g when something reminds you of them.
It's a different experience for everyone, but one thing I know for sure is that no matter what we all move on.
It doesn't matter if someone misses you or not really, it matters if you've made a positive impact on them, and if it's a big impact they will always remember you and maybe they don't openly miss you but they might just have that one puzzle piece that misses you.
Life is like a puzzle, friends are like some puzzle pieces if they fit -they're remembered but if they don't then they're just forgotten or only remembered at a later time. It really doesn't matter, it just matters if they've had a positive impact on you and the fact that if you appreciate they're impact enough then you shouldn't lose that puzzle piece.
I wish for so many things, but never that I would not have met you. You are beautiful and funny and great .
