Heartstrings

20101105 @ Friday, November 05, 2010

It's becoming more evident
Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you
Than you ever thought of me

Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared

With me left here still thinking
What was false, what was true
So puzzling and so complex
I’m left to await another clue

On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me

I’m wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key.
-mia-

Friday, November 05, 2010

Thinking Of You

by Nicholas C. Yap

As I sit here alone,
My thoughts are only of you -
Remembering the tremendous love
That has been shared.
A touch that is so soft,
Yet has struck my soul to the core -
A look so tender and true,
It shakes the very life within.

As I sit here alone,
My thoughts are only of you -
I want to tell you
How much I miss you.
Silly, I know, it has only been moments.
The time that we are not together
Seems to pass so slowly.

As I sit here alone,
My thought are only of you -
I wait with great anticipation,
Longing to be once again in your arms
For the reassurance I see in your eyes,
To share again your warmth and laughter.

As I sit here alone,
My thoughts are only of you -
We know that love is for the here and now;
It isn't always forever.
Through painful lessons in life,
That is what we have learned.

As I sit here alone,
My thoughts are only of you -
Remembering the tremendous love
That has been shared,
A touch that is so soft,
Yet has struck my soul to the core.
A look so tender and true,
It shakes the very life within.

As I sit here alone
My thoughts are only of you -
Maybe we can learn once again
That love can be forever

Rain

Friday, November 05, 2010

I sit here thinking alone in the rain, thinking of my sorrow, misery, and pain.
I sit here listening to the thunder crashing down,
knowing my life is better when you’re around.
As I sit here watching the storm roll on,
all I think about is you, and how you are gone.
As I look at the dark clouds above,
I sit here and wonder whom you’re thinking of.
It’s like the sky is crying and I am too, thinking of how I’m missing you.
I miss your hugs and gentle touch, and the way you tell me you care for me so much.
I miss the way you tell that i'm not okay and cheer me up,
I hope that your feelings are real and not a figment of my imagination.
Now as I look up at the clear sky above, I’m thinking of you, and I think I’m in love.
-mia-