'96. I love books, music and Justin Bieber. May the odds be ever in your favor. x

Knowing...
20110508 @ Sunday, May 08, 2011
Knowing that your going to die, makes you wonder what have you lived for?.

For me.
I lived to inspire.
I lived to fight.
I lived to actually I don't know what I have lived for....
I hope I have inspired.
Off The Pill - Weird People
Sunday, May 08, 2011
What's Behind Your Words?
Sunday, May 08, 2011
Paranoia
Sunday, May 08, 2011
Guess What? How you do anything is how you do everything.

I look both ways twice before crossing the street. I triple check the air in my bike tires before and sometimes during a ride. When I have to wake up early, I wake up 9 times before the alarm goes off as I’m afraid I’ll oversleep. And then I actually do. 
 
I choose to write about this topic, paranoia - because it is something I am ready to let go of. Of course, I will continue to look 6 ways before crossing the street and safety is always third when I’m riding my bike while texting, but paranoia in the larger sense is no longer serving me. At it’s highest and most frightful state, I might create that my partner could leave me, or that I could fail at dance, or be in a car accident, etc. Allowing these kinds of toxic thoughts to dwell in my melon would only make them feel true after awhile and/or possibly manifest them into a sad reality. This I cannot and will not let happen. I trust by broadcasting and releasing any random thoughts safely and soundly into the universe, I will be held accountable by you, my community, and my friends; all versions of God in the here and now who hear me, have my back, and hum along to the same happy song as I.

I trust none of you will put a snake in my toilet. Maybe I’ll double check that one for a while. Just to be safe.