Well, all I'd like to say is congratulations to Colin and Nicholas for winning 2nd prize at this Kpop dance competition and for also winning the Fan Award. The both of you have not Skyped me since ... 3 weeks ago, I don't take your Youtube fame as an excuse so don't even try. So this is me damanding for details. By the way, since I just found out that you will be checking this post out, a friend of mine called both of you adorable. In my head I was just like it runs in the family. I would also like to demand for updates, and to keep Aunt Marian in prayers - she's sick and I think she's going for surgery, but other than that - you two. Skype me.

I'm tired of trying to figure you out. I'm tired of hearing people say "I'll talk to you soon" - they never do. I'm tired of the "I'm going miss you" - if you did we'd have had some sort of conversation by now. I'm tired of the shit that I give - the shit that gets crumpled and thrown away.I'm tired of these repeating lies. I'm tired of thinking each time is going to be different. Honestly, if anyone wants to talk to me, you make the effort; cause I am just so tired of starting the conversation and having to wrack my brain for things to say to keep the conversation going. I got no problem with saying goodbye; is it wrong that I'm going to have the time of my life? Cause honestly I just don't care.


Honestly, you brought this onto yourselves so don't blame me. I'm just so tired of everything. Most of all, I'm tired of the lies.  
Things really do change once you've moved, don't they?