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Everyday We’ll Never Turn Away
20110511 @ Wednesday, May 11, 2011
 
A dedication to Ade Watson : 
 
Breaking through the darkness I see no light,
I'm in a dark mysterious night.

In the corner of the room,
My tears no longer can be consumed.

I walk over to a little shining star,
What is it? It seems very far.

Closer I walked to the star,
Then I stop, it's the head lights of a car.

The car comes and goes through me,
It flips and tumbles and hits a big tree.

Soon other cars were there,
The lights from them looked like a fair.

They pull two bodies from the car,
I see one of them, it was my star.

I followed it to a small room,
And I enter it I hear a familiar tune.

There's a small little bed with a small child,
As the doctor left I waited a while.

I approached slowly and I saw,
My good friend lying there looking so dead.

I collapsed in agony and cried,
I told her don't you dare die!

But too late. She grew pale and was gone.
But she went inside of me.

And through her friends,
She said to us, I'll be with you till the end.
 
You said that no one ever wrote you a poem. Well there it is, I sat up all night writing it, watching you. Yes, I wrote this while you were in the hospital, but I tweeked the ending after ….you took your last breath.
I'm sorry, I didn't give it to you when I had the chance.
My mind is all mindraped from everything. You're a douche, you know that?
You come all the way here with them people from New Zealand just because you guys heard that I was in hospital.
I remember how you were on the phone with me, screaming at me for not wanting to be admitted, even though you knew the reasons.
I blame myself.  It hurts knowing that you came here cause you cared and that your leaving soulless…. TT.
The sound of you screaming and the car crash has been tattooed in my brain. The images of the car crashing before my eyes…
I'm just…
I'm sorry. 


Ade is the blondey…. The brunette is Adele, her sister. This picture was taken by me, on Skype. :)
 You took my breathe away. Thank you for just being you, Ade. I'm really going to miss you, and your freaky attempts at speaking in BM. It's funny how you kept me motivated… I took my meds because of you, and when you arrived you said your only wish was that I get my butt into the hospital, so that I don't die. What Irony?!
Thinking whether I should just get my ass into the hospital….just for you. Thank you for being my friend, it's sad how people don't seem to say that enough.




Life isn't about the breaths we take, it's about the moments that take our breath away. - Ade Watson
Micky ; A murderer.
sayonara,
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-drunken words are sober thoughts-
 
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