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#4 - I can't have you
20101109 @ Tuesday, November 09, 2010
 I can't have you 
by nicholas c. yap

Everything was simple
Everything was fine
I knew I couldn't have you
And I knew why

I tried to move on

I dated other guys
But then we'd hang out
And I knew, to myself I lied.

You noticed me drifting

You said "please explain"
But, I didn't want to loose you
So, I tried to deal with the pain.

It's hard to be with you

It gets harder each day
When I look in your eyes
I feel my body floating away

I miss the way it used to be

You don't feel the change
You don't know I really love you
I'm sure to you, it's just a game

As I close my eyes tonight

I'll pray as I was taught to do
I'll pray that you realize that
I love you, but I can't have you