'96. I love books, music and Justin Bieber. May the odds be ever in your favor. x

Threatened ?
20110620 @ Monday, June 20, 2011
It has come to my attention that some people are threatened by my presence.

Well, I am present. I am not invisible nor am I mute. I will be seen and heard. Deal with it.

If it helps you feel more secure, throw me an anchor so that i will sink and you can shine.
It's not like I'm ambitious. I don't want a pedestal nor do I want fame or glory.

You can have all the limelight, even the responsibility.

I will step back and not get in your way. But I will be unhappy.
Leave me alone.
I Am Blessed
Monday, June 20, 2011

 

 

In many ways, I am blessed. Even when I complain and murmur about various things, I know that I am blessed. Although I often seem ungrateful when I whinge and whine, I actually am grateful. I have gone through too much to recognise the blessings amidst the tough times.


I am blessed with a family I love. I do not always enjoy them ... especially when I disagree with some of them, or when friends fight and cause a ruckus, or when everyone takes me for granted (which happens quite frequently). But these people are the ones I will protect with my life.


I am blessed with a home. I am not a house proud person. My house is often in a mess. But it is not so much the house that makes it a home. It is the atmosphere, the feeling of being lived in that makes it a home.

 

I am blessed with Titanium, the people whom I know have my back no matter what. The people who've gone through everything with me, yet love me for who I am.

 

I am blessed with friends and acquaintances who have, at one time or another, given me much joy. I hope they can say the same of me too.
There is much more for which I thank the Lord. And I do not thank Him enough. I need to remind myself daily how blessed I am. And learn to reduce the whinging and whining.

 

The Plea
Monday, June 20, 2011


Please words. I need you now (the and and you two especially). I need you to tell the truth. To say things as they are. Don't be words that I say too fast, words that I have to defend. Please don't listen to me when I tell you to do the wrong things, be the words you were meant to be. Be honour and fire place and celler door. Be slow and sunrise and sunset. Be a phrase "I know they come again." No words more than needed, just enough to say what I mean and mean what I say. Please words. Work.
Throw a shoe at a spider. Then get out of bed to investigate.
Monday, June 20, 2011

Lift up the shoe. And the spider is no longer there.


Spend the rest of the night paranoid. Awaiting it’s revenge.

Apology Rejected
20110610 @ Friday, June 10, 2011
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one

I went away I guess to open up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin' pains
Hatred was flowing through my veins
On the verge of going insane
I tell myself
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying
Your health is declining with your self-esteem, you're crying out for help


So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin swam before I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around

So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again, so let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who dont know
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no
Signs of slowin up, oh and I'm blowin up all over
My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos
 
I'm back with a vengeance homie
What's the biggest lie you've ever told and gotten away with?
Friday, June 10, 2011

Private and confidential

Ask me anything

formspring.me
Friday, June 10, 2011
Ask me anything http://formspring.me/miamonash
Victor Kim’s Special Day!
Friday, June 10, 2011
Victor Kim’s Special Day! It's one of Nick's brother's birthday that's coming up. :)
Pictures Are Never Perfect
Friday, June 10, 2011
(C) NCY


All the people you see in the street, who would rather wear sunglasses than know where they're going, they get put back in the gallery at night, they get covered up for the next day. So they can think that a road is a grey river that'll take them anywhere, as long as they can float. So they can carry on. There are so few real people in this world. Thank you for being one of them.
The Feeling You Get
Friday, June 10, 2011

The feeling you get when you have no internet connection.








The Rap I created In 5 minutes :)
20110605 @ Sunday, June 05, 2011
 I was reading a book, (YES! Reading. A BOOK!) when this cool as shit, techno song came on...
The next thing I knew I had jotted this down all over my leg.
:)
Psssst : I know it was approx 5 minutes, cause I looked at the clock XD
 I have to say, I am quite an extraordinarily odd person

FINE IF YOU WANT ME TO RHYME
THEN LET ME TAKE A LITTLE TIME
AND DESIGN ONE OF THESE POEMS OF MINE AND
I'LL MAKE IT SO EPIC AND DOPE
THAT YOU CAN CHECK IT LIKE "WOAH"
AND GET READY TO GO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE
I'M KIND OF BUSY YOU'VE GOT ME IN A TIZZY
I'M A RAPPER IN A CHAPTER OF A BOOK THAT'S OFF THE HIZZY
SO PLEASE DON'T BE COMING AROUND
WONDERING HOW I COULD SUMMON THE SOUNDS OF HIP-HOP
'CAUSE I'M DONE WITH IT NOW
Sunday, June 05, 2011
That awkward moment when you don’t know if you should say “today” or “tomorrow” after midnight.

In every class, there will always be ..
Sunday, June 05, 2011
The snob:


The clueless:


The wild one:


The weirdo:


The food addict a.k.a that kid who wouldn’t stop eating:


The secret keeper:


And the one who has a mysterious illness that’s why they’re excused from cleaning duties:

Sign Language
Sunday, June 05, 2011
When you try to do sign language across the room to your friend, Your like



And your friend is like…

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When somebody tells me “Don’t look”:
Sunday, June 05, 2011

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Fire Drills
Sunday, June 05, 2011
I don’t understand why we have fire drills. If there’s a fire, I’m not going to quietly line up outside the school. In reality, this would be me.


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When you start a “Bromance”
Sunday, June 05, 2011

When you guys first meet it’ll be pretty awkward.
reach for it
but once you start having fun together

it’ll be like you’ve known eachother for years.
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Eventually people might start saying you guys are acting “gay”

and maybe you guys are

but who cares, that’s Man-Love.
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When Clothes Aren’t Necessary.
Sunday, June 05, 2011

Whenever I get home i’m like

but when my friends come over they are always like

So I get dressed
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but then I realize

so it’s immediately back to
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When you tell a girl a joke…
Sunday, June 05, 2011

she reacts like this.

when her crush/boyfriend/other guy tells her the same joke.

then you are just like

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When a Hot Girl Breaks Up With a Guy
Sunday, June 05, 2011





At first she’ll act like she’ll be forever alone like

and you’ll just be like

because you know she looks like this

and in about a day its going to be like

and whenever she wants to, she’ll be back to this.

So next time she starts acting like that, just be like

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