
In many ways, I am blessed. Even when I complain and murmur about various things, I know that I am blessed. Although I often seem ungrateful when I whinge and whine, I actually am grateful. I have gone through too much to recognise the blessings amidst the tough times.
I am blessed with a family I love. I do not always enjoy them ... especially when I disagree with some of them, or when friends fight and cause a ruckus, or when everyone takes me for granted (which happens quite frequently). But these people are the ones I will protect with my life.
I am blessed with a home. I am not a house proud person. My house is often in a mess. But it is not so much the house that makes it a home. It is the atmosphere, the feeling of being lived in that makes it a home.
I am blessed with Titanium, the people whom I know have my back no matter what. The people who've gone through everything with me, yet love me for who I am.
I am blessed with friends and acquaintances who have, at one time or another, given me much joy. I hope they can say the same of me too.
There is much more for which I thank the Lord. And I do not thank Him enough. I need to remind myself daily how blessed I am. And learn to reduce the whinging and whining.

Please words. I need you now (the and and you two especially). I need you to tell the truth. To say things as they are. Don't be words that I say too fast, words that I have to defend. Please don't listen to me when I tell you to do the wrong things, be the words you were meant to be. Be honour and fire place and celler door. Be slow and sunrise and sunset. Be a phrase "I know they come again." No words more than needed, just enough to say what I mean and mean what I say. Please words. Work.

Lift up the shoe. And the spider is no longer there.
Spend the rest of the night paranoid. Awaiting it’s revenge.

Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one
I went away I guess to open up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin' pains
Hatred was flowing through my veins
On the verge of going insane
I tell myself
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying
Your health is declining with your self-esteem, you're crying out for help
So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin swam before I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around
So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again, so let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who dont know
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no
Signs of slowin up, oh and I'm blowin up all over
My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos
I'm back with a vengeance homie

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The feeling you get when you have no internet connection.

The next thing I knew I had jotted this down all over my leg.
:)
Psssst : I know it was approx 5 minutes, cause I looked at the clock XD
I have to say, I am quite an extraordinarily odd person
FINE IF YOU WANT ME TO RHYME
THEN LET ME TAKE A LITTLE TIME
AND DESIGN ONE OF THESE POEMS OF MINE AND
I'LL MAKE IT SO EPIC AND DOPE
THAT YOU CAN CHECK IT LIKE "WOAH"
AND GET READY TO GO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE
I'M KIND OF BUSY YOU'VE GOT ME IN A TIZZY
I'M A RAPPER IN A CHAPTER OF A BOOK THAT'S OFF THE HIZZY
SO PLEASE DON'T BE COMING AROUND
WONDERING HOW I COULD SUMMON THE SOUNDS OF HIP-HOP
'CAUSE I'M DONE WITH IT NOW


The snob:
The clueless:
The wild one:
The weirdo:
The food addict a.k.a that kid who wouldn’t stop eating:
The secret keeper:
And the one who has a mysterious illness that’s why they’re excused from cleaning duties:


And your friend is like…

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but once you start having fun together

it’ll be like you’ve known eachother for years.

Eventually people might start saying you guys are acting “gay”

and maybe you guys are

but who cares, that’s Man-Love.

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but when my friends come over they are always like

So I get dressed

but then I realize

so it’s immediately back to

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when her crush/boyfriend/other guy tells her the same joke.

then you are just like

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At first she’ll act like she’ll be forever alone like

and you’ll just be like

because you know she looks like this

and in about a day its going to be like

and whenever she wants to, she’ll be back to this.

So next time she starts acting like that, just be like

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