that awkward moment when you don’t know if a car is going to let you cross

i’m usually like

I don;t run. I walk.

… Cool boys and their friends
 
… Cool girls and their friends
 
… You and your friends




 
(C) miamonash

When they’re really close to you:

When you see them in the halls:

When they say hello to you:
outside

inside

When you’re sitting next to them in class:

When they say hi to you first online:

When they call you cute or compliment you:

And when you just think/talk about them around other people:
When they pass by you acting like you’re invisible:
When they ask you who you like:
And when you just feel like giving up on them:

(C) miamonash

"I am strong because I know my weaknesses. I'm alive because I'm a fighter.I am wise because I've been foolish. I laugh because I've known sadness."


It feels like I'm being pulled apart.
Especially right now,
Especially the times, when I just want to be alone. To solve all these equations in my head....
Its always that time when the whole world needs me.

sigh.

Sayonara,
; drunken words are sober thoughts.

IGNORE THE SESATED PICTURE UP THERE.....
iT GOT SESATED JUST NOW.
DONT ASK
KAY?KAY?KAY?
SAYONARA! ADIOS!
Mia.

"Imma party and party and party,
There's no getting oveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrraahahhhhhhhh........."


Negative feelings are no good,they get you nowhere. But we still feel them  .Why?
I feel like a Moral teacher now....Aisho.
Anyway,today. Ahhhhhh......
My leg hurts from that dance thing. Nottomentionmyarmalso.
So moody man, these fewdays......why ah?
-listens to Hey! Don't bring me down-

Alya and Yen Fern have turned me into a korean freak.
Congrats people,you guys actually succeeded. :D

Soyeah.....Adline, Lavynia and me didn't go to class for 2 hours. We were stuck at the dentist place.
Waitting for Adline to habis cabut gigi.
OMFBBQS!!! Thisspacebar is cacat...... <---- Seeeee!!!!

Anyway....I saw 'those 2 cool people today'.
Kueh Teow.and . Uhmmm.....her I fail at spelling kueh teow. Aish, Whatever lar.
Anyway, they made my day!
:D
Awesome people.
I havent slept in days. Can't sleep. No idea why.
Poking my leg. Cause It hurts.
:D
Listening to Changmin's scream at this very moment. hahahhaa.
DBSK is ADDDICTIVE!

Anyway, back to today.
Don't you hate the feeling of someone feeling that if you're theyre friend you can't be anyone else's?
So childish. But yeah, it gets annoying after a while.

Hanis Najwa, 'that ex stalker girl, apa benda entah'. And her friend 'whatever her name is' stalked kueh teow today.....
It was devastating. How can larhhh???
She's ours. Technically, Alya's but yeah....
EdwardCullen!
She looked so 'edwardcullenish today......I want the shoes!'
Man, I say anyway too much.
So yeah. Today was up and down.
And now -yawn- I should sleep, cause yeah......kesian lavynia dahlah kena belasah from me hari ini.
I have a lot of Komsas homework to be hantar-ed tomorrow,but do i look like I care?

Idontknowwhatimcrapping.
Ignore this post.
Sayonara,
Mia; sleepless nights

A friend of mine was feeling unloved for the past few years.
Anyone can relate?
-slowly raises hand-

anyway.
I was just reading Alya's blog.....and she was saying something about this Japanese movie, she watched.
It's like postman to heave.
Let me tell you people one thing!
Postman to Heaven is steaksauce.
Goddit? Okay yeah. cool.

So yeah, she was saying its a romance movie.
Something's wrong with everyones hormones this year - mumbles to self-
Anyway, so yeah. its called.....wait for it.......
-drumroll-

GHOST: In Your Arms Again

Frustration ;-

1. discouraging; causing annoyance or anger by excessive difficulty

So frustrated right now. Woke up today morning, fell down the stairs.
After my parents left for the office.
My maid started screaming at my brother and me.
It's the same routine everyday.
Only today, it took a turn for the worse.
sHE SCREAMED LOUDER.
DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYINH IT IS?!?!?!
then, my bro started screaming back.

Sayonara,

Mia ; I feel like murdering someone

You're beautiful; yet you say you're ugly.
You're the perfect weight; yet you say you're fat.
You're smart; yet you say you're stupid.
When I say "I love you"' you say "no I love you more."
When I know you're upset and ask whats wrong; you say "nothing" when clearly there is.
You think I'm crazy for saying the things I say; I think your the crazy one.

We have been drifting apart, if you havent noticed...
we have all gone our separate ways.
Its sad and yet frustrating

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
I long to tell you how I feel,
but you don’t want to hear me.
The pain for you is much too real.
Should I back away and build a wall
and block away how I feel?
Or, should I give you a call?
We both need some time to heal.

An echo fades into the night
as our friendship disappears.
How do I know what is right?
How can I ease my fears?
If I do call you again,
would the old wounds reappear?
I can’t stand to cause you pain.
Hurting you again is my worst fear!

Labels: Poems

Changed my blog template.....
Temporarily.
Till I finish editing me new one! :D
Woop Woop.
This one i sho gray though.....


Mia ; All I see is gray

I guess we took the next exit eh?.
Once Febuary started.....Change started.
Recess wasn't as fun as it used to be.
People weren't how they used to be.
Life wasn't how it used to be.
I guess we'll get used to it.

It's as if it's only the four of us left, the ones who stayed together.
Alya, Yen Fern, Sie Mone ane me.

Sad isn't it?.
Recess ain't fun anymore,
So Operation 101 is undergo.
Alya, you better come back from there fast.... :D
IMY

OPERATION 101
has officially begun....

"When I caught the mosquito, I felt like I just protected my wife."
		-SS501: Kim Hyunjoong

"I made a lot of adjustments. There is something that I want, but the stylist said “Given the circumstances now, won’t it better if you do something like instead?” So I ended up accepting his suggestion. Having long hair somewhat showed an even manlier charm." -SHINee: Taemin.  Jonhyun :- "When Taemin came back to the dorm with his new hair, it was so long, “Huh! Are we going with this hair?” It was so long. I thought he was a woman. He is so pretty… Hair was even swinging in the back… It was beautiful…Heh."

Yunho said that if he was not a member of TVXQ, he would have become a fan of Jaejoong.


When Yunho is asked which member he likes the most, he answers first with “I like all of them” but when he was forced to answer, he replied ” I like Jaejoong.”

“YH: I like them if they know how to cook.

YH: I like them with straight hair.

Q: Which one you scared more, ghosts or a girl who burns in anger?” “Both. I don’t have extrasensory perception but ghosts are chimeric so I’m scared. But a girl who burns with anger is also scary. There are some parts (of the anger) that men don’t understand about. So both of them are scary.
		-DBSK: Changmin.    Changmin :- "Chicken must all be eaten" Jaejoong:- *nodnodnodnod....smiles evily*