'96. I love books, music and Justin Bieber. May the odds be ever in your favor. x

16 Hours
20110227 @ Sunday, February 27, 2011
Editors Note :-

Won't be updating, well hopefully not. Till Thursday.
Exams are starting in 16 hours.....so my head needs to be in those books.....
Sayonara,
I'm Smiling. Why can't you?
20110225 @ Friday, February 25, 2011
It's annoying, you know.
How people think they have had the worst life ever, and that the whole world needs to pity them.
Do you understand how much that annoys me?
Especially when your so emo and so lonely every freaking day.
Aish.
Then you refuse to let others know whats wrong, refuse to let others cheer you up.
Let me tell you what I've been through in the past MONTH. Just this month.
-My bestfriend died.
-I don't know who I am anymore
-Everything my parents say, have to have the words Australia or study in them
-I have no idea who to trust anymore.
-Everyone's emo.
-Not allowed to dance anymore.
-Oh and to top it all of, my friend died yesterday.

Through all of that, I'm hurting inside. But that doesn't stop me from smiling.
Who knows? Even though I hurt, maybe one of my smiles can make someone's day a teeny tiny bit better.
So SMILE, even though all you want to do is cry.

Sayonara,
Mia ; =D
You wonder.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Outside the station, she stands with her child on the side of the street, taking pictures of cars.

You think she's insane. Until, one day, you notice that she's taking pictures of the license plates of the cars her child gets into.

Because you look. But you do not see.

And she walks out the shop with bags full of cat food. You think she's some crazy cat lady until you find out, she has no cats.

Because you eat. But you do not taste.

It's been a while since their last album but he assures you, he's doing just fine these days, white flecks in his nostrils. Then he asks you if he can spend the night on your couch, even though it stinks.

Because you sniff. But you do not smell.

And they say "Just OK" when you ask them how school was. Then you wonder what they're hiding until you find their diary and the last entry reads "I wish you'd give me some privacy."

Because you listen. But you do not hear.

And they've got a bruise over their eye and you run the tips of your fingers over it and ask them how it happened. You believe them. Until it happens again.

Because you touch. But you do not feel.

And they walk past you everyday, one million stories, each waiting to be told. Waiting for you to ask.

Because you live. But very few, love.
Upsidedown
Friday, February 25, 2011
So yes, I laughed. I laughed at the pain and the futility and the frustration and the heartache to keep it separate from me. And while it may seem like insanity to you, it is the thing that prevents it, for me. 

The Medicine Is The Sickness?
Friday, February 25, 2011

 


If there’s one thing I hate, it’s people who won’t let me in on the freeway.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s having to let people in on the freeway.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s waking up to 50 assholes pretending to be me.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s waking up feeling like an asshole because I yelled at those assholes.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s people who turn the things I say into insipid greeting card messages.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s turning a bunch of ideas into a laundry list.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s that feeling you get when you scratch something new.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s not knowing what’s wrong with someone and all you want to do is make them feel better.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s knowing that my mind naturally gravitates towards the negative and not being able to stop it.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s people who become your friend, to become your friends’ friend.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s being really busy and using that as an excuse to ignore your email.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s having to acknowledge that my feelings are my own, no one else’s. And, my responsibility.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s forgetting that and taking the way I feel out on the world.

If there's one thing I hate, it's people who criticise things, who can't take criticism.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s going to the same job day-after-day for the same pay.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s not having a job.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s not you.

It's me.
Friday, February 25, 2011

Sitting in the cinema, ready to watch the movie... and when its about to start........ BOOOOOM, Human giraffe sits in front of you
 
 
 
 
I just realized tomorrow is SATURDAY!!!
Friday, February 25, 2011
One day, love and friendship met on the road of life.
Love asked: "What's your use when I already exist?"
Friendship smiled and said, "I'm here to make people smile when you make them cry."
Friday, February 25, 2011
Why do You ignore the girl who is in Love with you, the one girl who know's you've done wrong plenty of times and still want's to be with you , the one girl who doesn't care what others say about you, the one girl who know's your completely wrong for her but still want's YOU, and only YOU, why do you ignore the girl who could really make you happy, the one that maybe deep down you know you truly love her too, Why won't you accept her. ~Scares the Hell outta you doesn't it?
Friday, February 25, 2011
Girl: Say im a man after everything i say...
Boy: Go on..
Girl: I went to the pub
Boy: im a man!
Girl: I met this girl
Boy: im a man!
Girl: i took her home
Boy: im a man!
Girl: I slept with her
Boy: Im a man!
Girl: She whispered in his ear..
Boy: im a man...
A note
Friday, February 25, 2011
Someone woke up today.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later."

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later. I love you. I love you."

And they replied

"I love you."

And they kissed them goodbye.

For the very last time.

Someone woke up today. But they won't wake up tomorrow. 
 
(c) Nicholas Caleb Yap
Friday, February 25, 2011
The biggest scars are unseen and unremembered, always from a smile you forgot long ago. We would never get anything done otherwise.
There I said It.
20110224 @ Thursday, February 24, 2011
So lets take a break and go on a journey, Lets run to the stars and skip to the depths of the sea, Lets take pictures of nothing and post them in the clouds, Lets write a new song and sing it to the grass, Lets watch the rain fall and dance between the raindrops.



;I'm okay 

There I said It. I'm not okay. Happy? 

Yeah, I know. My acting very the pro kan?
He.He.He. 
I wasn't supposed to go to school today. But I did anyway. Why?
Cause I didn't want to go there either.
Everyone's so caught up in their own emo-ism. And I'm going around making them laugh like there's nothing wrong with me.
There sure is something wrong with me too.
Sometimes I think I care for others too much.
Watching Postman to Heaven again.


Mia ; dotdotdotdotdot
  
Thursday, February 24, 2011
I regret all of the times I had a chance and didnt take it, when I had true love right before my eyes and denied it, when I had my best friend by my side and I just pushed them away, and then the times I smiled and said I was strong, and then came home and cried myself to sleep.. Yeah, I make mistakes.. but you cant blame me..
I never thought we'd have to say goodbye
20110222 @ Tuesday, February 22, 2011
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."

 
UNDERMAINTENANCE!UNDERMAINTANENCE!UNDERMAINTENANCE
20110216 @ Wednesday, February 16, 2011
UNDER MAINTENANCE!! :D
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
20110215 @ Tuesday, February 15, 2011
I like words. It's the way they come together, painting the perfect beat, a melody without music.
Just had to, sorry, A cancer patient only has one wish, to get better. I know that 97% of formspringers will not post this as an anon question, but my friends will be the 3% that do! In honour of someone who has died or is fighting cancer.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Just had to, sorry, A cancer patient only has one wish, to get better. I know that 97% of formspringers will not post this as an anon question, but my friends will be the 3% that do! In honour of someone who has died or is fighting cancer.

Ask me anything

20110211 @ Friday, February 11, 2011


I can't think of anything to update now.
Cause I feel like ripping my braces off.
By the way, I semangat Green Hornet..
Theme colours for this year is.......Green + Black! :D
For The First Time
20110210 @ Thursday, February 10, 2011

Whoaaaaaaa…….

Since when I sangat the rajin to update me blog?

Hahahaha…..what ze heck?!

Anyway, today was okay larrr…..

It had its pro’s and cons. But doesn’t everyday.

Everyone says my blog is emo.

I don’t vant it to be emo…. D:

That aint me.

So yeah. Imma happy it up! :D

Happay Blog!

So…hmmmmm….today.

Oh. It was Maryam’s birthday!

BAPPY HIRTHDAY MARYAM, PAK OI!!!!
Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe……

Hmmmmmm………oh yes. I forgot. It’s Chan’s b’day too!!! ZOMG.

Bappy Hirthday, Chan…..Sau Mun!!! :D

So jyeah…… 
              
Hahahahaha……
.
I went for Netball team try-outs….

It was tiring, but well that’s from a lazy bum.

I now realize that netball is nothing like Basketball.

I miss repping school for B-Ball…..

The Piranha’s!!! :D

Yesh, I still remember…..nyehnyehnyeh

So yeah, Cynta has gotten a job.

She draws for money. (Y)

It started today, cause Farah wanted her to draw something, and cynta was thristy so Farah 
paid her to draw….. It’s a win-win sitch.

Hahahahaha……My hair is annoying me…..ish.

So yeah, I don’t know what to say now…..

Hmmm…..Very blurrr lar these days…….

Like blurrer than Yen Fern blur……

What ze heck?! Is probably what’s goin through yr mind. But yeah.

Today, This bus look alike came and parked next to my house. So cool. It’s one of busses/cars that you can live in, tahu. It was so cool! 
The most epic vehicle I have ever been in. :D

It made my day. :D

I took pictures of outside… :D

I’ll upload em soon. 

-scratch head-

Well…..Taht iz the end of our show, for today. :D

Sayonara,

Mia ; happy-fying the blog