Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell....

 Dear Friend,
Please be patient with me; I need to grieve in my own way and in my own time.
Please don't take away my grief or try to fix my pain. The best thing you can do is listen to me and let me cry on your shoulder. Don't be afraid to cry with me. Your tears will tell me how much you care.
Please forgive me if I seem insensitive to your problems. I feel depleted and drained, like an empty vessel, with nothing left to give.
Please let me express my feelings and talk about my memories. Feel free to share your own stories of my loved one with me. I need to hear them.
Please understand why I must turn a deaf ear to criticism or tired clich

a poem I thought was nice

At first, I wanted to post about DYC then later decided that I wouldnt do it now, cause well.....probably going to be a very ze' long one.....so yeah.....
Been wanting to watch Heaven's Postman for ages....finally got to....
Credits to Jon.
Hahaaha.......ZOMG! It was the best movie I've ever seen.....
JJ looked so Hotttttt in it.... :P
hahaha....epicness.....
.Jae Joon was at the postbox browsing through the letters..
suddenly Ha Na came..

Ha Na: YO! -Very happily-

Jae Joon: -pauses-....-stares at her for a few seconds then mumbles- YO. 

Epic moment mann

Saying Goodbye

So soft the brief touch of your lips on my cheek. Was I almost intruding? "Look after yourself " should have been "I love you!" Then the Jumbo flew over my head and I shouted my love above the roar and thundering thrust . . . as if you'd hear. Through the clouds in my eyes I watched you fly away and wished I'd been born with wings.

Labels: Poems

Drying Your Tears
by Ruth Kephart
	Tear drops fall from your blue eyes and my heart stops a beat at their sight. I pull you close to me, try to take the pain from you, make it my own. My cheek lays against yours and your tears burn my face as I whisper, "Darling, it will be all right." My tears blend with your own, your pain now mine, and our tears become one as they fall in rivers on the sheets. I dry your tears with kisses, soft upon your face, shelter you from pain in the recesses of my love. Our bed becomes a chalice and we drink in each others sorrow, finding salvation in each other's arms; pain washed away giving rise to passion 'till we forget there ever were tears.

 An Angel Cared. by anonymous

Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace
Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release
Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss
Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss
All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate
Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates
A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears
Resolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappears
As autumn's cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advance
Stealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chance
A frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to see
The warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask reality
On hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary
To glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibility
Eyes closed, perceptions peeked, it hovers beyond my reach
A whispered supplication, alone, these barriers I cannot breach
A gentle touch, delicate and warm, I feel her reach for me
Chasing back the shadows, an angel, cradles my sanity
Relaxing, drifting, smiling, I find comfort in her embrace
My savior and redeemer, a sassy smile upon her face
I close my eyes and search within, I'll trust my instincts this time
I feel a heart of gold as her passion's unfold, a beauty so sublime
Peace radiates from her body, a warmth soaks into my soul
A smile reflects a love so deep, my heart I cannot control
Illusions shimmer and are gone, my world is bright and true
Spring marches forth with determination as my life begins anew
To pass beyond is what I sought, but dreams do not compare
To the reality of this wonderland graced by an angel so fair
Dreams shared, rendezvous dared, we joined together as one
The bonds of my enslavement have been lifted, my battle finally won
No regrets can be found, my reflections bring no remorse
Love that binds, as the tendrils climbed lead me down this course
Peace and comfort fill my soul where once only chaos dared
Now love emanates, peace radiates, because an angel cared

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Yes. I made friends with strangers.....Here's what happened.
I was hanging around Watsons looking for things that I'd need for camp.
So yeah. Then I remembered I needed to get some Deo.
So yeah....these group of chinese guys, probably around 15-18 of age.
I think there were 7 of them.
So yeah, I was just standing there staring at the deodorants figuring out which one to use.
And one of the guys, I think his name was Michaeal came up to me and was like
"Hey, uhmmm.....I know this is a really weird question to ask a stranger but you seem to know what you're doing.......Could you help us choose a deodorant?"
He spoke with a New Zealand accent and in my head I was saying:
ARE YOU PEOPLE SERIOUSLY ASKING SOMEONE ELSE TO CHOOSE YOUR DEODORANT???

So I just pointed at Adidas Energy......and said smell it.
Then he did as he was told and said,
Damn....You really do know what you're doing.
All of us laughed.
So yeah, I chose different deodorants for all 7 guys....and they all liked it and blahblahblah....
Then I paid for mine....and walked out the store...with all the Watsons workers staring at me.....creepy.
Those guys were standing outside the store, so when I went out, I kinda got really shocked. Hahahahha.
They bought me Mc'D's Milo McFlurry,and Fries. I said thanks and one of the guys, Kevin I think.
Said "You're Nick's  "sister" are'nt you?
Me : Yeah.......you guys know him?
Kevin: Yeah, we went to the same school together.
Me: You guys went to Parnell District??
Kevin : Well, Michael did. The rest of us went to USJ12.

I'm like =___________="""""
Me : So, you guys went to USJ12 for 5 years and you still need someone to help you pick deodorant?Rightt....

Some dude, named BJ: Hahahaha, yeah. We suck at that.
Me : Right. Anyway, I have to go now. So yeah
Owen: Wait. Uhmmm, so where is Nick?
Me : He's in Australia right now....but you could hit him up on Facebook
Owen: Right. Uhmm could you give our numbers to him?
Me: -takes piece of paper and walks away- Yeah sure. Thanks for the Mackers!

In the car......

That was really weird, -texts YF, Sie Mone,Lavynia and Damia-

In my head : That was.....Epic.

Mia ; Conflicted

Today morning. wasnt quite enjoyable. I'm not allowed to go out of this room till later. So yeah. I went online. And so happened Lavynia was online so we were chatting. And Let Me Tell You. That girl went insane. INSANE!
First she was trying to make me go for the outing at Sunway. Malas ah. But I might go, cause I need to help Sie Mone out. SO jyeah.
Then we decided to spam our ex-stalker's wall.
I was waiting for her to start.....-crickets-
So I got bored and started spamming....
Then I told Lavynia that I started spamming and that I didnt see any of her spamming anywhere?
She said : I was waiting for you.
Me        : Bengong.

Then Hanis started spamming me......again. So yeah, i got spammed. Then she started spamming Lavynia...and I was bored so I decided to help her out and started spamming Lavynia too. Lavynia spammed me....then our computers hangged......
=_________="""""

Then Lavynia, Hanis, Me and I think Kau Yee started talking in korean on Facebook.....hahahha.
Then Lavynia went offline. And Hanis chaged her status saying That her MOM is going to STALK ME AND LAVYNIA!!! And i was like that is a cool yet creepy mom...

5 minutes later.......
-phone rings-
-checks caller ID-
Lavynia Hse.

-answers-

She was insane mann......
She was REALLY INSANE!!
hahahha.....i almost ROFL'd.
Her sister and her were telling me how she was talking to a shirt.
DUDE, It's a freaking shirt!!
Then she said bye to ze shirt and went to the kitchen to drink water and started jumping up and down.
Hahahaha.....and in the background her sister is doing summersaults....and saying liar.
Then she proved innocent....
Then the line went dead silent.
Me : HELLOOOOOO???????
Lavynia : Yeah, I'm here. I'm trying to figure out what song your listening to.

Righhhhtttt.t......
The she said she was hungry.
So I said you know what you're supposed to do when you're hungry?
EAT!
Then she laughed, and said bye.
That girl ah.
Tsk Tsk Tsk
Epic man, today morning.
It started out crappy for me, then it was okay. Hanis, Lavynia and Sie Mone made me laugh like crap.
Then Chris made me go insane.
we were wall to wall'ing about butts and death.
No, we aint emo.
Hahahah.
Mia ; need to get out of ze room!!!

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Believe in something bigger than your problems and you will be saved

"In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happenend to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do."