I smile and say that I'm OK, but I turn around and just break down. The pain waits with the light and comes out in the dark to scream at me.

“When life gets difficult when the task becomes tiring when you are about to give up always remember that “the snail got to Noah’s ark inch by inch to survive”
:)

You never really stop loving someone, you just try to live without them.

Hahaha.....Rebekah wanted to play Yiruma on the piano in one of the rooms at Church. So we went up a little earlier...since we had to be there for carolling practice anyway.....
So. Sonia and her sat on the piano bench stool and started playing almost started playing....
As usual.. I was leaning against the wall......
The sport I'm most good at.  Wall leaning.

So just before she could put her finger on a key.....JJ walks in with Jovenne.....and the next thing I knew was there was some "shhhhhhh" sound and that Sonia and Rebekah were standing next to me. That was fast..
Tsk Tsk Tsk
-goes back to my favourite sport.....wall leaning-

Today....Sonia, Rebekah and Me were hanging out in the study room....fooling around on FB, Twitter and Youtube....
All of us got to Ian to bring us water...and....


Woah. Never done that ever.....another weird fact about me......Hehehe. C:
Laughed like Mad Hyena's.

Epic.

Even the girl I know who isnt afraid of anything and doesnt give a shit about stuff can be afraid of dialling numbers and cares a hell lot of it now,

Yes Cynta's talking about me.

Never say I love you: Girl,yes you: "I cant believe your moving . Still now I cant . Ive been crying all day,hoping you would stay .Im praying now that you wont say goodbye,fig..."

We built it like a castle of sand
And we held it in the palm of our hands
Never let it blow away in the wind
Or we'd catch it, put it back together again
 
I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you

When you're scared and lonely just pick up the phone
You're my one and only, you're never alone
There is no hope for me it's too late I've fallen for you

Life.....
I saved the news and kinda broke it to them today....
That I MIGHT NOT be here for next year.
It was easier then telling them like last week ....
Jyeahhh.....enough of that......
Yesterday was Jia Yi's birthday!!
So. Nisha bought a cake and brought it today....
And jyeahh.....she cut it. Then Pn.Ranchani called us into the billik disiplin cause of that. =.=
And there were at least 10 people there........'human gang'
So yeah, we got lectured bout it.....
And Lavynia and me zoned out.....
So I asked her 'what's happening?'
She said 'No idea'
-nods-
Then both of us were just standing there like zombies with our hand in the pocket with a 'when is this gonna end?' expression......
IN THE END.....AFTER ALL THE LECTURING.....we just kena demerit....i was like....
Dash dot dash dot dash dot dash.
-.-.-.-

Pn. Loh retired today.....she said quote 'when you're looking for a husband follow your head not your heart' 
Damn, imma miss her....
School's gonna be over this Friday.....
 

Had no mood during school today...... just wanted to curl up on my bed, stare out the window and cry. 
:)
And yeah, imma talk them into staying.

Mia; puzzled

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy
Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream

Why is it that everywhere I go, I hear that song........
It's so sad, mann.....
Cried myself to sleep last night.
Too many thoughts running through my head......

Yesterday wasn't really a good day for me....
Had no mood. at all.
Just wanted a hug. a sincere one.
Didnt get one :(
But yeah.....
The times I laughed and smiled yesterday were all fake....
yeah, I can act okay......
:/
Things have been bothering me lately.
Trying to not think about them.
I can survive the day doing that.....
But once night falls......
; I'm a house of cards in a hurricane.

Trying to let go and move on is harder than I though it would be.

School ends next week.......
God, I dont want it to end.........
Imma miss the laughter.

Mia ; thoughts are running through my head as tears run slowly down my cheek

Honestly, at first I didn't know, though it was an accidental encounter

Till now, I've learned more about sorrow than happiness

Though I was full of tears, I will bring you only laughter

I must have finally found my other half

My heart is racing like this

Found you my love, The person I've been searching for

I want to share a heated embrace with you

Stay still and close your eyes

love you, its you who I love...