
Saturday, October 23, 2010

Saturday, October 23, 2010
"I’m so in love, every time I look at you my soul gets dizzy."

Unknown Facts :)
20101022 @ Friday, October 22, 2010

Friday, October 22, 2010
you see no mark upon my skin
you see no tear in my eye
you see no sign of pain
therefor I must not be in pain
I must not cry myself
to sleep at night
or wake up screaming
because of haunted dreams
I must not pull the blade
across my skin
and hope that one day
it drives in deeper
I must not fear the darkness
or shudder at the thought of silence
I must not hide myself from
life and prying eyes that
judge your worth as a person
upon the shine of your smile
you hear no gasp escape my mouth
you hear no horror tale from my past
you hear no words of pain
therefor I must not be in pain
I must not scream so loud it's silent
or throw things against my
bedroom walls
I must not kick and scream
and punch things that no one else can see
I must not drown myself
in the brown bagged bottle
in the hopes that i will forget
or tie the rope around my neck
and pray i find the courage to
pull it tighter
you don't see or hear my pain
therefor you think i feel no pain
you see what I choose for you to see
you hear what I choose for you to hear
you know not what he did to me
you know not what she did to me
you know not what you did to me
you know not the pain I feel
you know only what I want you to know
but just because you do not see or hear it
does not mean that the pain is not there
locked away inside of me, where it will always be
you see no tear in my eye
you see no sign of pain
therefor I must not be in pain
I must not cry myself
to sleep at night
or wake up screaming
because of haunted dreams
I must not pull the blade
across my skin
and hope that one day
it drives in deeper
I must not fear the darkness
or shudder at the thought of silence
I must not hide myself from
life and prying eyes that
judge your worth as a person
upon the shine of your smile
you hear no gasp escape my mouth
you hear no horror tale from my past
you hear no words of pain
therefor I must not be in pain
I must not scream so loud it's silent
or throw things against my
bedroom walls
I must not kick and scream
and punch things that no one else can see
I must not drown myself
in the brown bagged bottle
in the hopes that i will forget
or tie the rope around my neck
and pray i find the courage to
pull it tighter
you don't see or hear my pain
therefor you think i feel no pain
you see what I choose for you to see
you hear what I choose for you to hear
you know not what he did to me
you know not what she did to me
you know not what you did to me
you know not the pain I feel
you know only what I want you to know
but just because you do not see or hear it
does not mean that the pain is not there
locked away inside of me, where it will always be

Friday, October 22, 2010

Friday, October 22, 2010
"True friends are like diamonds precious but rare. fake friends are like fall leaves found everywhere." |

Friday, October 22, 2010
Walk around your city and appreciate the colour, texture and smell of the things that surround you. Even a rock is special. :)

Friday, October 22, 2010
"Our language has wisely sensed the two sides of being alone. It has created the word Loneliness to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word solitude to express the glory of being alone." |

Yen Fern vs Yen Fern
20101021 @ Thursday, October 21, 2010
It was Yen Fern vs Yen Fern.
Explanation : Heng Yen Fern (The blurr one)
vs.
Pn. Yeo Yen Fern (The expressionless one) a.k.a Science teacher
during science, we had a quiz.....so yeah....EPIC MOMENT!
Yen Fern : *answers question*
Pn. Yeo : You sure?
Yen Fern : -nods-
Pn.Yeo : very sure? -suspense-
Yen Fern : -nods blurrly-
Pn. Yeo : very very very sure? Is that you're final answer?
*TOO MUCH SUSPENSE*
Alya : Woah! Woah! Woaahhhh! Woahh! Woah!
-potong steam ah, Alya!!-
Yen Fern : Yup
Pn. Yeo : -checks answer-
Alya : Woahh -hits Yen Fern- Woah.... -hits me- WOAHHH!!! -stares at teacher-
Hahahahha, Alya potong steam!!! :P
EPIC MOMENT!!!
"THE COOL" is so COOL!

Thursday, October 21, 2010
It's easy to let go when holding on hurts so bad.
To many of us stay walled because we are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much or not at all.
It's sad to think you'll never be mine, it's even sadder to realize I knew it all the time.
And sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending.
Only the one that hurts you, can make you feel better. Only the one who inflicts the pain, can take it away

DON'T piss me off!
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Don't.
Everytime someone piss's me off, I walk away.
but you're seriously pissing me off....
Don't.
Trust me, I can do things you never thought I could....
So..
Don't piss me off.
Got it?

I will love you always..
20101019 @ Tuesday, October 19, 2010
you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold.
You promised you would never leave, that you would always be there,
I never knew that I meant so much, that my heart was worth enough to care.
You showed me so many things, I started to dream of you every night,
you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light.
I ended up falling for you, how could I not -
you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul hot.
But then you told me it's not the same. for you only think of me as a friend,
I cannot understand this, the wrong messages you did send.
I never knew you bought your friend flowers, and touched them like a lover,
I never knew you held your friends' hand and caressed them under the covers.
I am so far, I cannot turn back now, you are My Best friend,
so what do I do now. I don't know much, except here I am again
in Love with another man who only wants to be my friend.
I'm not sure if this is wrong, then again I don't know what's right,
I will Love You Anyways, even if its a lonely fight.
-Melissa Ann Burman-

Tuesday, October 19, 2010
-Mia-

A shoulder to cry on
20101017 @ Sunday, October 17, 2010
I know how it feels like,
when your best friend cries....
Even though you've always been there for with a shoulder to cry on,
She goes to someone else,
So what if you dont know what to say,
At least you're still there.
But when she walks away from you,
With tear filled eyes.
It feels like your friendship just turned into dust, that wind blew away.
In you're head, you're screaming
"MAYDAY MAYDAY!"
But she doesnt even look back.
At that moment,
I saw it in you're eyes.
The pain,
The hurt.
I gave you a hug,
To tell you that I knew what you were going through.
Sometimes people just don't realize what's right in front of them.
I bet she's gonna come running back.
Tomorrow, you see.
" xxxx, why so emo???"
She'll ask you that question a million times,
Then she'll be emo.
I think you should just tell her why.
Hahaha.......You know who you are.......i bet you do.
-Mia-

Sunday, October 17, 2010
I find things no one else ever catches a glimpse at
I see this fear of judgment
that makes her cower at confrontation
I see this hopelessness for the future
that make her choices her burden alone
I see this desperate need for companionship to make her strong
in the savage world of humans
I see this courage
caged in her thoughts of inferiority
I see these thoughts of abandonment
that make her cling to anything
I see this devotion to her beliefs
that makes her fear death
And I hate that the person I always see is me.
-Mia-

Sunday, October 17, 2010
The fact that you have it and the problems it brings.
So when you finally get control of this flaw,
Everyone around you seems to watch you in awe.
You never learn why it’s happened to you,
And you must work that much harder to make dreams come true.
But what’s happened has happened, and it’s now part of life
So why give up in yourself, why live with such strife.
The best you can do is fight back twice as hard,
Just be careful, make right choices and play the right cards.
As they say what doesn’t kill you can only make you stronger,
It’s been here for awhile, it’ll be here for a while longer.
So why can’t people see past this technicality,
Having problems with my breathing is now my specialty.
I should have a master’s degree in what to do,
So please don’t treat me any different, I’m just the same as you.
When people have pity it just makes me feel sad,
Do you think it makes me feel better, well it makes me so mad.
I can’t stand the fact that people look at me and stare,
What you don’t think I can see you, oh I know you’re there.
I know what I can, and cannot do,
So why try to stop me, it’s not up to you.
If I want to work my ass off until death,
Let it be that way, let me use my last breath.
I’d rather go through life living, even if it is in pain,
Rather then sitting all day, slowly going insane.
So now that you know just how it has to be,
Are you going to treat me right, or like a baby.
I don’t care what you think is the best thing to do,
If you can’t support me and my choices, then the heck with you
-Mia-

End Of Innocence
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Lies, lies
She sits in her room,
and cries and cries.
There's no more trust
In this girl's heart.
She finally found out
That life isn't perfect.
She lived in dreams,
As children often do.
But she crawled out
Into the world everyone knew.
Things that once were.
Happiness once known;
The truth of it all
To her was shown.
Her little heart
Will never trust again.
She'll never know
A real true friend.
No more trust,
For no more lies.
She'll sit in her room
And cry and cry
-Mia-

Sunday, October 17, 2010
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you,
And those memories,
And how every song reminds me of
what used to be......

Don't Cry
20101013 @ Wednesday, October 13, 2010
I can't stand it,
I'm sorry for hurting you.
I know I did,
Pretty badly.
I'm sorry.
I'll cheer you up, when you're down.
Just don't cry.
Please?
I still love you.
Just not as much as I used to.
I'm no longer you're 'lover' now I'm just you're friend.
Please stop crying,
Cause if you don't,
I am going to kill you and me.
:) Caramel Cookie! :)
