Don't cry,
I can't stand it,
I'm sorry for hurting you.
I know I did,
Pretty badly.
I'm sorry.
I'll cheer you up, when you're down.
Just don't cry.
Please?
I still love you.
Just not as much as I used to.
I'm no longer you're 'lover' now I'm just you're friend.
Please stop crying,
Cause if you don't,
I am going to kill you and me.
:) Caramel Cookie! :)

Walking along the sky
Chasing a glimpse of you
Painting a world with stars I found inside your eyes
Up here above the haze
Everything looks so clear
Wondering what it would be like if you were here


And time takes time (takes time)
But I can't wait
To tell you how I feel

{chorus}
Oh, you're the calm when my world is crashing
My heart, my blood, my passion
Why, tell me why
You're everything but mine

I hold you close when it all goes crazy
And through it all, you'll be my lady
Why, tell me why
You're everything
Everything but mine


You don't have to be afraid
Of somebody else's touch
Just gimme a chance to prove
Just how you should be loved


And time, it takes time ( takes time)
It's not too late
To tell you how I feel
[Repeat Chorus]

Everything but mine
Mine I know, oh baby
Someday you'll come around
I'm gonna leave the light on
And I won't let you down
No I won't let you down


I won't let you down
[Repeat Chorus]


You're everything but mine
You're everything but mine
You're the sun, you're the star
You're the moon, you're the rain
Love your lips, love your eyes
Drivin' me insane, oh baby, baby
Everything but mine
You're everything but mine

Nick Yap ©

2nd of Oct was my birthday....
Usually, other people had a party, a cake, presents and you know, those birthday stuff....
I didn't....
My beloved grandmother passed away at 8.45am
We knew she didn't have much time left,
But I never thought that she would leave us this early....
I didn't spend much time with her when she was ill.
I took the time she had left for granted.
I regret.
The first thing I heard that morning, was her passing....
I was heartbroken,
Shocked,
Speechless,
I just sat on my bed, dumbfounded.
Then Mom said, go get ready.....I did as i was told...
We walked into my cousin's house, it was filled with people crying...
I walked into her room,
Saw her there, breatheless.
And cried, I cried so much.....
The memory of being there, only the last night, seeing that radiant smile.
And now seeing her there, lifeless.
It all came back to me....
The joy, that smile, the love she had for the whole family.....
All those memories...
I just couldn't believe what was happening.....
After I calmed down, I looked at the obituary my cousin was doing for her, and saw one of the quotes, Grandma used ever so often....
"Death
Lavynia, Damia and Sau Mun cheered me up that night....
Thanks all of ya'll with the hugs, condolences, words of comfort and attempts of cheering me up.... :)
She's gone now....
My closest family
One of my best friends

"i look up at the sky, knowing that among the clouds and the stars, you're up there watching and smilling upon us"

I <3 YOU, GRANDMA!!!

"When I First Saw You
I Was Afraid To Talk To You,
When I First Talked To You
I Was Afraid To Like You,
When I First Liked You
I Was Afraid To Love You,
Now That  I Love You
I'm Afraid To Lose You."

"If you love someone, tell them...
for hearts are often broken
by words left unspoken"

‎"I can't help falling in love with you. I can't stop thinking about you."

 

<3

The sweetest thing, a guy can do to a girl is hug her from behind..........I just think that is soo sweet.....Another sweet thing is write a long list of reasons whhy you love her/him..........ahhhhhh.........

"Welcome to a world ;
Where people talk about each other
and everyone lies,
and everyone tries to be something they're not
and nobody can keep a secret
and friendship that lasted forever were broken
yeah well......
It's called LIFE"