I swear.....
20100924 @ Friday, September 24, 2010
"A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy"
Things happened between....Damia, me and Nick.
Scary.......so a fake letter was invented to stop the rumours.
IT worked. MACAM TA-DA!!!!
The girls said sorry and all that crap.
muahahhahaha.
Then....then....nevermind.
I'm watching Glee season 2 Episode 1.
like FWAHHHHH!!!!
I like the chinese guy. He can DANCE like Damnnnn......
"The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"
Dudududududu.........
There are things about me you dont know.
ChengChengCheng.......hahah. but Damia knows.
"The saddest thing is loving someone who loves you, but both of us keep it a secret."
The convo between Lavynia and her mom
20100915 @ Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Mom: Hey, make yourself useful
Lavynia: I am
Mom: How??
Lavynia: I am contributing to nature
Mom: How??
Lavynia: Im not moving, it's called saving energy
Double T's
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Anyway, i decided to Revive my twitter......and create a new tumblr. So here are the links....
miamonash.tumblr.com
www.twitter.com/miamonash
Kay Kay??
Follow Follow tahu!!
Eep EEppp.....
Hahahah......
Ive gone bonkers!!!
Hammer! Hammer! Boom! Boom!
20100910 @ Friday, September 10, 2010
Grrrrr...........
It feels like there's an oversized woodpecker in my head trying to
GET OUT!
And it's going peck,peck.....peck,peck......
OUCH!
Something More
20100909 @ Thursday, September 09, 2010
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go,
But I dont want to,
It's getting hard to be around you,
There's so much I can't say.....
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hmmm.........
Ever thought why people cry over little things?
I did.
I gave up, thinking why.
So far, hols......
more than enough load of thinking (did that even make sense?)
Fuck this Shit larrr mannnn........
Anyone know who this bitch is?
Alyssa Lisa
Damn her, she put my number on Facebook.
WTF? is she trying to do?
Causing more fucking stresss...........
ISH ISH!!!
I wanna fucking die~!!!
I seriously need to talk to somebody~
ADLINE~
CYNTA~
YEN FERN~
LAVYNIA~
See.....now i forgot what i wanted to say before i found out ALL THIS SHIT.
I HATE THIS SHIT!!! DESTROYING MY HOLIDAY!!
*breathe in breathe out*
BLOODY HELL!!!
20100827 @ Friday, August 27, 2010
Torn
20100823 @ Monday, August 23, 2010
When you're really hurting on the inside
To watch you suffer like that
... it's like the end of the world
"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark burn out in a brilliant blaze than it be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet."
"This is a song for the lonely, can you hear me tonight? For the broken hearted, battle scarred I'll be by your side.
Sometimes, people think I'm fine
IM NOT!
I am always a lil torn inside.
wrote a song yesterday,
Nick and me,
Honest is honestly the hardest thing for me right now.
Everytime I'm lonely,
Your always there
You give me a hug,
Showing me that you care
You ask me whats wrong
I'm never sure if i should share
There always someone watching us,
everywhere.......
If only we could be alone
Someday, Someplace
Far Away
-Gabba Gabba-
The Truth Hurts
20100815 @ Sunday, August 15, 2010
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one,
I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't come,
but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without,
I just need you nowYesterday,
I wasn't emo.
I went kite flying and fishing with the youths of St.Pauls
Then later on, something came up and emo-ism came back.
Was emo during makan, and all the way home.
-Thanks for the hug, Benroy........guess i kinda needed one. -
Slept
Woke up less emo
Everything turned back to normal.
Open Facebook.
EMO!
......................................
I haven't had an appetite for the past week.
I dont even wanna talk anymore
Dont know if i can fake a smile tomorrow.......
Wish you were here!
Wish all 4 of you were.
Everyone says my life is complicated........It's even more complicated than you think.
2 days down, 1 more to go.
20100804 @ Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Sejarah + Exam + Peer Pressure + Pressure = Migrains
Aissshhhhhh..................
A day passes with a sigh
20100802 @ Monday, August 02, 2010
You're magic that I can't reject is Lucifer
When I first saw you, that short moment seemed to STOP!
I hurt my toe..........climbing up and down a hill.
I felt hurt, when you're best friend told me,what you did to her.
I believe you, so when she told me what you unintentionally did to her.
I felt a pang of pain for her.
Even though,my shoulder to cry on, is all the way in some other country.
I always have a shoulder, for you, for her, for her, for him, and for all the other people.
I'm just happy that you guys, didnt ruin you're friendship over a piece of crap.
The other day, i stayedback with Cynta.
We sat at the gazebo and talked.....a lot.
I told her things, I never knew i ever would.
And she understood.
She really understood.
I heart her.
I just took a quiz on FB and here is the answer:-
you are the moon...bright and beautiful when you descend from the dark skies...you show off a light that quides people through the night...you are like a guardian...mysterious and creative is another reason for standing out from everyone else...you might not be as bright as the sun but your talent is within and just waiting to break out...don't give up you'll get there...you are a dreamer and that's where your ideas of big dreams come from...there is a power within you...moon can show many different sides but each one there is a likeness to them...when your full moon you shine the brightest and everyone sees it...moon is also romantic so i'm guessing you might be romantic?
The colour of my soul is:-
You’re soul is gold, the colour of goodness, bravery and leadership. Gold souls are warm and friendly to anyone around them. They make anyone feel welcome and treat everyone as an equal. Their good deeds make them popular all around and many people go to them for help, advice, or even just a good chat. Gold souls will always put others before themselves.
However, gold souls will often neglect their own emotions as they so often act on what will make others happy.
Although you may want to please everyone all the time, stop and think of your actions. Does it make you happy or are you living with a terrible sadness while others around you walk away happy? Do something for yourself once in a while. Look out for number1
However, gold souls will often neglect their own emotions as they so often act on what will make others happy.
Although you may want to please everyone all the time, stop and think of your actions. Does it make you happy or are you living with a terrible sadness while others around you walk away happy? Do something for yourself once in a while. Look out for number1
And my Japanese name is:-
Kaya
Your japanese name is Kaya, meaning you 'add a place of resting'. This simply means, you are a great friend that anyone can count on. You try your best to be loyal, and you are the kind of person to take the shirt off your back to help someone else. Karma is in favor of you.
Anyway, back to the topic......
Today when you hugged me,
I felt you're lips touching my neck.
I didn't know what to think then and i don't know what to think know.
Mia:, i nak makan!
Lavynia- Me- Yen Fern
20100726 @ Monday, July 26, 2010
Bro' taekwondo examination today. Yen Fern was there too. Met her parents. Nice people :O
Got bored and we called Lavynia.
Us: Oi.
Lavynia: .....................................
20 seconds later...
Yen Fern: Lala, say something!
Lavynia: .................................................... Something.
Maria: *laughs* WTH. *grabs phone* Oi. Respond la when we talk to you.
Lavynia: ......................... Mmmm.
Yen Fern: What's she doing?
Me: What you doing?
Lavynia: ............................................ I'm reading a book.
Me: What book?
Lavynia: ...................................................
Us: WOI.
Lavynia: Archie.
The rest of the call pretty much when like that. Nonsense larrr that girl
Music is life
20100713 @ Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Yen Fern made me update.......so i updated. XD
Japanese Korean obsession
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Mainly it all started with this super hot guy:-
All Yen Fern and Alya's fault.
But i <3 em for it.
hahaha........it all started about Jae Joong. I thought he was hot, so i asked them who it was and stuff.....and they gave me his life story.
Then the conversation moved to DBSK.
Then i got obsessed with them. And now the obssession is growing, for all cool Korean or Japanese artists........hahahaha.
So it's back to my SuJu phase last year.
Haha.
Hahahaaha.
-Keep the Faith-
Sad of LoneLy
20100706 @ Tuesday, July 06, 2010
Aishhhhhh..........problems problems............always trying to make me sad, problem is that problems cant make me sad, because the problem with me is that even though im surrounded by problems or problemaking people, i can never be sad unless some real big problem comes around. Understand the problem??
Anyway.......aish, spoil my mood. I blame it on myself.......
Okay, Happy things that happened on Hari K was .............
Blurrr picture, who cares...........anyway, Hari K was on SAturday, i saw Kah Ming, Benny, Kenneth, Jackie, and....and......a so many other friends.........
Yen Fern and me spotted Lavynia's long lost twin brother.
Wanna see???
I feel lame, unexcited, and lonely, and sad today..........
Aishhh...........anyway, gtg email some stupidd ICTL crap.
I think im losing my voice. .....................
I need to talk to any one of my guy friends, girls are too emotional
Oink Oink.
is Emo.
New Record!
20100629 @ Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I talked to Nick on the phone for 3 and 1/2 hours straight..........
Then he made me cry, laughing.
LoL.
Yen Fern, made a new word.....
QuackQuack and MooMoo......
Something is definitely wrong with us!
Hahaaha, LoL.
I just started reading Manga a few days ago = Maid Sama.
Usui is so hot!
Hahahaha, Lawl.
Cynta, Alya and Yen Fern are addicted Bonyot. Hahaha....LoL. And Ham Sap, and Hen Tai, and QuackQuack and MooMoo and DotDotDotDotDotDotDot.
Hahahah......i laugh too much.
Dont you think?!
Then Nick, is addicted to Balony......
We are bongkers!
Call the police!! I just saw a crazy person in my mirror!!
Back to school = Hair Molesting......lawl
20100621 @ Monday, June 21, 2010
Today, was a ROFL day @ school.
Especially since, i suddenly became Yen Fern's hair molester............well, Cynta said so.
This was what happened.......
I was playing with Yen Fern's hair, its a daily 'ritual'.
And then Cynta came ans sat with us, and :-
ME: Yo, Cynta!
Cynta: Hey, Maria!
I continue playing with Yen Fern's hair..
........
Cynta : Maria! Y are you molesting Yen Fern's hair??
Me: *shock & blurrr* I am nnoo......molesting yen fern's hair.
Cynta: What the hell is wrong with you, woman?
Me: sorry, im not molesting her hair.....
Cynta: but u said you are....
Me: Terkeluar.
Cynta: Hair Molester!
Then we all start laughing..........hahahaha
I havve to doooo, darn homework.
I am a Macha
20100618 @ Friday, June 18, 2010
Malacca! 7-9 June
Friday, June 18, 2010
Diocesan Women's Conference in Malacca
At first, i thought that it was going to be soo freaking boring, but rupa-rupanya, it was nothing but boring!.
We met this girl- Marian.
And she was our big akka.
She took us everywhere shopping, literally our babysitter. haha, lawl
It wasnt only me n bro there, esther n deborah came oso.
Havoc mann!!!.
I'm to lazy to type anything, coz now is not the time to blog but to watch World Cup!
BTW: i support Argentina!
Look @ the pix larr.....
Ciao!
Panic Attack!!!
20100530 @ Sunday, May 30, 2010
Thank God, its just English and Moral......
I'm more of a night study kind of person, but you know, i cant study for more than an hour, because i get really, sleepy.......
Haizzzzz.......
Wish me Luck!
Alone yet Not Alone
20100526 @ Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Sometimes,
All of us feel,
Alone,
As if No One understands,
If you guys haven't noticed, we all have a lot of friends, some stand by us through thin or thick,
Whereas the others just watch and backstab us.....
We ignore the friends, who are always there for us,
And hang out with the friends whom end up backstabbing us.
It's a mistake all of us make,
And never end up learning from it......
Until, the day we need those true friends.....
And realise how much we have hurt them.
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Exams!
Aaaaarghhhhh
My mid-year exams are next week!!!
And i actually started studying
=O
I made Lavynia,Adline and Yen Fern
MiNe!
xoxo, love ya'll.....
LoLx.
I cant study during the day, cause when i open my book,
I feel like eating,
After eating, I feel lazy,
So i watch TV, and end up not studying.
So now, i study at night, or if i'm tired i study in front of the TV.
Somehow the information still stays in my brain.
I'm scared for my Math, Sejarah and Geography paper.....
Haizzzzzz.......
Now, i have to study.....
XoxOxo
*Hugs*
;)