'96. I love books, music and Justin Bieber. May the odds be ever in your favor. x

Makes you wonder.
20110410 @ Sunday, April 10, 2011

Today
I was approached by a homeless man who asked if i had any change
I only had two dimes, but i gave it to him anyways. As i watched him walk away, he put the dimes in someone's expired parking meter
Someone who can't afford to feed himself but helps others. 

 

My friend sent me that, and said that it has happened to him and a few of his friends. It's also a like on FB.

This gave me hope. :)

Thanks man. 

No point to it.
20110407 @ Thursday, April 07, 2011
This thing against 'sticky'.
There's no point to it, is there?
What has she done to us?
Pfft... Don't answer that question.
But yeah, if they want to be BFFFFL,
We should just let them.
No one gave us the right to choose her friends.
Oh well.
I know 'sticky' can get very sticky and annoying.
But yeah,
the bird has to fly from the nest.
Or whatever shit.

I guess, I know what the victim felt when we did those things.
I only now realize.
Aish.
It's stupid really, if you think back on it now.
Oh well.
Better late than never.

Time to start making friends.


STOP HATING AND START LOVING :D
sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-
Famoush
Thursday, April 07, 2011
Everybody Is Someone Else's Secret.

I miss those idiots.
Their pictures are all over tumblr.
Stupeed people.
Hahaha.
I saw my picture on some random person's Tumblr.
And It got reblogged, 57 times.
Whattheheck?
Weird....
sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-
Too Late.
20110406 @ Wednesday, April 06, 2011
I trusted you last year. Only to find out that I misplaced my trust, this year. I wish I had known earlier.

What do you do, once your secret gets out?!
Damn.
No mood to talk. at all.
I'm going ignore all this shit. and sleep all these dissapointments off

sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-
Scars.
20110405 @ Tuesday, April 05, 2011
"The biggest scars are unseen and unremembered, always from a smile you forgot long ago."

 Sometimes, you have to do the things you thought you never would.
People ask, why I don't want to agree to move.
Has it ever crossed your mind? that maybe i'm just sick of restarting life again and again?.
I want to talk to my Dad, not scream.
Everytime, I don't go. 
Shit happens.
Everytime.
So might as well go , right?!
Unfortunately, shit happens if I go also.
Aisho.
Just dont know what to do, or what to say to anyone.
Imma just shut up now.
Anyway, the sprained ankle hurt. The doctor said that if I had put anymore pressure on it, I would have broken my bone.
Kononnya larrr.
Yet, I'm still going to school.
Maybe he's just trying to scare me.
I found out what Sangeetha is scared of. Hahahaha.
Im not going to say it here.
Dad's goin gto come to school tmrw. again.
-.-
I dont know, what is going to go on.
People think they know me, they think they know when I'm okay or when I'm not.
Truth is 
no one does.
 
I may appear to be okay, or not okay. But I don't show what I feel. No clue why. But yeah. 
They want me to run for red house.
Hopefully the ankle will be better by then.
I know I masuk practically all the acara padang tryouts. amagad.

Chris Ryan. Owes me Vanilla Ice Cream. MUST REMEMBER.
:D
sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-
When do we go to the doctor?
20110404 @ Monday, April 04, 2011
So, 
Well.
Yeah.
I sprained my ankle today.
Nadiah, Nuryn and me were running our 9th round around the padang and then on the track.
There was a -insert bone cracking sound- that came from my ankle.
Everyone stopped and starred at my foot.
Then they said I probably should walk. 
Hell No. Semangat lari jap.
So I ran.... in burning pain. ( little bit only larh)
Then we just went on in life, they started poking my ankle and asking does it hurt.
I just starred at them, and they continued poking. Padahal, I wanted to belasah all 3 of those baboons.
So came home, then told the people here about it. 
Got scolded by Mel and Nick.
Then went to get a bandage and went to the doctors.... aish.
Then had tuition.
Then went to the studio and came home.
What happened to not walking so much?!.
Aish.

; why is it that everytime I just don't want to talk, everyone asks if im okay.
I promise you that I am going to ignore the people who ask me that.
It. ANNOYS me.
sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-
Conversations
20110403 @ Sunday, April 03, 2011
April fools conversation.

Girl’s phone is ringing
Girl: Hello ?

Boy: Hey..
Girl: You okay ?
Boy: Meet me at the park.

They meet at the park.

Girl: Are you okay ?

Boy: Yeah..
Girl: Are you sure..?
Boy: As a matter of fact, I’m not. I’ve been sitting here for the past two years, to only see you get hurt by jerks. I’ve always been here for you, & I’m glad to be. But when I see you cry about guys that DON’T deserve you, I wonder “I could treat you so much better.” But, no. I’m not gonna force you to have feelings for me. I just wanted to let you know, that I’ll always be here. No. Matter. What.
Girl: …
Boy: What’s wrong ?
Girl: Nothing..
Boy: Nothing will be wrong from here on out, I promise. Just answer this question.
Girl: Yes ?
Boy: Will you be my girlfriend ?
Girl: What ? Please don’t pull an April Fools on me.
Boy: I’m not playing around, I asked you out on April 1st for a reason.
Girl: And that reason is ?
Boy: To show the world that my love for you isn’t a joke.

Titanium boys jiwangness.
As If you care.
20110402 @ Saturday, April 02, 2011
Had a major headache yesterday,
My whole family just wouldnt leave me alone.
My brother kept playing football inside the freaking house,
My parents were on the phone.
My maid was yaking away.
When your sick, you want to be left alone.
But No, I had to be attacked with questions, then the phone was ringing.
Mum's friend called.
Apebendaentah.
I just shouted F$%^ you and went upstairs.
Lagilah, they know I'm sick and they can't leave me alone.
Then my bro, said he's gonna tell mum and dad, and my expression asked him "Do I Look Like I care?!"
So he told my parents, and my parents came upstairs and scolded me.
I swear I would have just belasahed them man.
But, they're my parents.
So once they left my room. I started punching the wall.
Then I went to sleep with a supper red fist.
Fist of Fury.
And through all this, that idiot was at the studio.
Haish.
Didn't even eat dinner, or lunch, or breakfast.
What A Day.

; Families are supposed to care. Mine, never did.

sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-
Full Of Comelness
Saturday, April 02, 2011


JJ's expression is so so OGHWPJHGWHGEGR.
YunHo so mean.....

:D
April Fools.
Saturday, April 02, 2011
My Tumblr is back to life again. 
Hahaha, It'll only take a few months, to die again. Anyway.
miamonash.tumblr.com

April Fools. 
Hmmmm, so lame.... I totally forgot it was April Fools.
When I realized it was, it just reminded me of SSP.
The times, Oli and me would put snails in the guys pencil boxes. :D
good times.

Everyone lacked a smile on their face, yesterday. It was sad.
I really have no idea what to say right now.
Cynta and me stayedback... again. It's getting boring, but yeah.

; Everyone says they want to die. Have you ever thought about the people struggling to live? 

If there's one thing people should know about me, is that I hate it when people joke about death, or even say I want to die.
It really really pisses me off.
Aishhh.....

Anyway, got trainning soon.....
Played B-Ball just now. Woop.
I think I wanna buy a new skateboard.
Skateboards.....

sayonara,
M .
-drunken words are sober thoughts-






Pineapples,
Saturday, April 02, 2011
IF SPONGEBOB LIVES IN A CIRCLE PINEAPPLE 

WHY DOES IT HAVE CORNERS?? 

……..
Excited.
Saturday, April 02, 2011

When it’s a big day tomorrow but you can’t fall asleep because you’re too nervous/excited and your brain doesn’t shut up. you’re just lying there, different versions of imaginary scenarios are playing over and keeping your mind active.


HAPPENS TO ME EVERYTIME!
Showing Tricks to Little Kids.
Saturday, April 02, 2011

I love showing tricks to little kids

They’re all like:

“How did you do that?”

And you’re just like:

“Magic.”
Nickelodeon
20110331 @ Thursday, March 31, 2011


If you just played shows from the 90s, I am pretty sure this wouldn’t have happened Nickelodeon. That stuff was golden.

Talking to Nicky....SO decided to mock him a lil .Teehee.

Sayonara,
Mia.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
HOW CAN THOSE PEOPLE JUST WALK BY SO CALMLY. DO THEY NOT KNOW WHO THEY’RE IN THE PRESENCE OF?
Words.
Thursday, March 31, 2011



Meet Jade, a friend of mine. She killed herself three days after making this video.
Teenage suicide accounts for 31,000 suicides a year in the U.S, making it the 3rd leading cause of suicide. Worldwide, nearly one million people commit suicide every year.. more than those murdered or killed in war.

Think before you say something hurtful to someone else. It may look like they’re okay, but they’re not. Words are more powerful than you think.
I got brains
Thursday, March 31, 2011

Me: Can I use the bathroom? Teacher: I don’t know, can you? Me: When I was using “can” I was using its secondary model form as a verbal modifier asking for permission, as opposed to expressing an ability. I thought since you were a teacher you’d know that. My bad. MAY I use the restroom?


TEACHER:
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OTHER STUDENTS IN THE CLASS:
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AND I’M JUST LIKE :
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Musico
Thursday, March 31, 2011
CAN YOUR MAKE DO THIS?



Play the audio file. You know you want to.





DIDN’T THINK SO.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
; I hate that feeling. The feeling when you’re sad, but you have no idea why. You just are. And in your mind, you’re thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad. Then people ask you what’s wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up, sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone, but you, is happy.
Down
Thursday, March 31, 2011
 When life gets me down,
I just pretend nothings wrong.
Form 1's called my monotone today.
Found out that those people stalk me. elk.
They're so mature.....
Amagad.
So, yeah. 
Saw the injection people, and freaked out on the inside, only to find out that they came for the Form 2's.
Phew.


I know these and other problems are human and no matter what role you take on, we’re all confronted with self-worth, life-purpose, direction, desire, addiction, affliction, pain, and how to deal with or express our emotions to others. “Being human” doesn’t discriminate. I’m sure even the Dalai Lama has his bad days.