JJ's expression is so so OGHWPJHGWHGEGR.
YunHo so mean.....

:D

My Tumblr is back to life again. 
Hahaha, It'll only take a few months, to die again. Anyway.
miamonash.tumblr.com

April Fools. 
Hmmmm, so lame.... I totally forgot it was April Fools.
When I realized it was, it just reminded me of SSP.
The times, Oli and me would put snails in the guys pencil boxes. :D
good times.

Everyone lacked a smile on their face, yesterday. It was sad.
I really have no idea what to say right now.
Cynta and me stayedback... again. It's getting boring, but yeah.

; Everyone says they want to die. Have you ever thought about the people struggling to live? 

If there's one thing people should know about me, is that I hate it when people joke about death, or even say I want to die.
It really really pisses me off.
Aishhh.....

Anyway, got trainning soon.....
Played B-Ball just now. Woop.
I think I wanna buy a new skateboard.
Skateboards.....

sayonara,

M .

-drunken words are sober thoughts-

IF SPONGEBOB LIVES IN A CIRCLE PINEAPPLE 

WHY DOES IT HAVE CORNERS?? 

……..

When it’s a big day tomorrow but you can’t fall asleep because you’re too nervous/excited and your brain doesn’t shut up. you’re just lying there, different versions of imaginary scenarios are playing over and keeping your mind active.

HAPPENS TO ME EVERYTIME!

I love showing tricks to little kids

They’re all like:

“How did you do that?”

And you’re just like:

“Magic.”

If you just played shows from the 90s, I am pretty sure this wouldn’t have happened Nickelodeon. That stuff was golden.

Talking to Nicky....SO decided to mock him a lil .Teehee.

Sayonara,
Mia.

HOW CAN THOSE PEOPLE JUST WALK BY SO CALMLY. DO THEY NOT KNOW WHO THEY’RE IN THE PRESENCE OF?

Meet Jade, a friend of mine. She killed herself three days after making this video.

Teenage suicide accounts for 31,000 suicides a year in the U.S, making it the 3rd leading cause of suicide. Worldwide, nearly one million people commit suicide every year.. more than those murdered or killed in war.

Think before you say something hurtful to someone else. It may look like they’re okay, but they’re not. Words are more powerful than you think.

Me: Can I use the bathroom? Teacher: I don’t know, can you? Me: When I was using “can” I was using its secondary model form as a verbal modifier asking for permission, as opposed to expressing an ability. I thought since you were a teacher you’d know that. My bad. MAY I use the restroom?

TEACHER:


OTHER STUDENTS IN THE CLASS:

AND I’M JUST LIKE :

CAN YOUR MAKE DO THIS?



Play the audio file. You know you want to.

DIDN’T THINK SO.

; I hate that feeling. The feeling when you’re sad, but you have no idea why. You just are. And in your mind, you’re thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad. Then people ask you what’s wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up, sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone, but you, is happy.

 When life gets me down,
I just pretend nothings wrong.
Form 1's called my monotone today.
Found out that those people stalk me. elk.
They're so mature.....
Amagad.
So, yeah. 
Saw the injection people, and freaked out on the inside, only to find out that they came for the Form 2's.
Phew.


I know these and other problems are human and no matter what role you take on, we’re all confronted with self-worth, life-purpose, direction, desire, addiction, affliction, pain, and how to deal with or express our emotions to others. “Being human” doesn’t discriminate. I’m sure even the Dalai Lama has his bad days.

that awkward moment when you don’t know if a car is going to let you cross

i’m usually like

I don;t run. I walk.

… Cool boys and their friends
 
… Cool girls and their friends
 
… You and your friends




 
(C) miamonash

When they’re really close to you:

When you see them in the halls:

When they say hello to you:
outside

inside

When you’re sitting next to them in class:

When they say hi to you first online:

When they call you cute or compliment you:

And when you just think/talk about them around other people:
When they pass by you acting like you’re invisible:
When they ask you who you like:
And when you just feel like giving up on them:

(C) miamonash

"I am strong because I know my weaknesses. I'm alive because I'm a fighter.I am wise because I've been foolish. I laugh because I've known sadness."


It feels like I'm being pulled apart.
Especially right now,
Especially the times, when I just want to be alone. To solve all these equations in my head....
Its always that time when the whole world needs me.

sigh.

Sayonara,
; drunken words are sober thoughts.

IGNORE THE SESATED PICTURE UP THERE.....
iT GOT SESATED JUST NOW.
DONT ASK
KAY?KAY?KAY?
SAYONARA! ADIOS!
Mia.

"Imma party and party and party,
There's no getting oveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrraahahhhhhhhh........."


Negative feelings are no good,they get you nowhere. But we still feel them  .Why?
I feel like a Moral teacher now....Aisho.
Anyway,today. Ahhhhhh......
My leg hurts from that dance thing. Nottomentionmyarmalso.
So moody man, these fewdays......why ah?
-listens to Hey! Don't bring me down-

Alya and Yen Fern have turned me into a korean freak.
Congrats people,you guys actually succeeded. :D

Soyeah.....Adline, Lavynia and me didn't go to class for 2 hours. We were stuck at the dentist place.
Waitting for Adline to habis cabut gigi.
OMFBBQS!!! Thisspacebar is cacat...... <---- Seeeee!!!!

Anyway....I saw 'those 2 cool people today'.
Kueh Teow.and . Uhmmm.....her I fail at spelling kueh teow. Aish, Whatever lar.
Anyway, they made my day!
:D
Awesome people.
I havent slept in days. Can't sleep. No idea why.
Poking my leg. Cause It hurts.
:D
Listening to Changmin's scream at this very moment. hahahhaa.
DBSK is ADDDICTIVE!

Anyway, back to today.
Don't you hate the feeling of someone feeling that if you're theyre friend you can't be anyone else's?
So childish. But yeah, it gets annoying after a while.

Hanis Najwa, 'that ex stalker girl, apa benda entah'. And her friend 'whatever her name is' stalked kueh teow today.....
It was devastating. How can larhhh???
She's ours. Technically, Alya's but yeah....
EdwardCullen!
She looked so 'edwardcullenish today......I want the shoes!'
Man, I say anyway too much.
So yeah. Today was up and down.
And now -yawn- I should sleep, cause yeah......kesian lavynia dahlah kena belasah from me hari ini.
I have a lot of Komsas homework to be hantar-ed tomorrow,but do i look like I care?

Idontknowwhatimcrapping.
Ignore this post.
Sayonara,
Mia; sleepless nights

A friend of mine was feeling unloved for the past few years.
Anyone can relate?
-slowly raises hand-

anyway.
I was just reading Alya's blog.....and she was saying something about this Japanese movie, she watched.
It's like postman to heave.
Let me tell you people one thing!
Postman to Heaven is steaksauce.
Goddit? Okay yeah. cool.

So yeah, she was saying its a romance movie.
Something's wrong with everyones hormones this year - mumbles to self-
Anyway, so yeah. its called.....wait for it.......
-drumroll-

GHOST: In Your Arms Again

Frustration ;-

1. discouraging; causing annoyance or anger by excessive difficulty

So frustrated right now. Woke up today morning, fell down the stairs.
After my parents left for the office.
My maid started screaming at my brother and me.
It's the same routine everyday.
Only today, it took a turn for the worse.
sHE SCREAMED LOUDER.
DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYINH IT IS?!?!?!
then, my bro started screaming back.

Sayonara,

Mia ; I feel like murdering someone

You're beautiful; yet you say you're ugly.
You're the perfect weight; yet you say you're fat.
You're smart; yet you say you're stupid.
When I say "I love you"' you say "no I love you more."
When I know you're upset and ask whats wrong; you say "nothing" when clearly there is.
You think I'm crazy for saying the things I say; I think your the crazy one.

We have been drifting apart, if you havent noticed...
we have all gone our separate ways.
Its sad and yet frustrating

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
I long to tell you how I feel,
but you don’t want to hear me.
The pain for you is much too real.
Should I back away and build a wall
and block away how I feel?
Or, should I give you a call?
We both need some time to heal.

An echo fades into the night
as our friendship disappears.
How do I know what is right?
How can I ease my fears?
If I do call you again,
would the old wounds reappear?
I can’t stand to cause you pain.
Hurting you again is my worst fear!

Labels: Poems

Changed my blog template.....
Temporarily.
Till I finish editing me new one! :D
Woop Woop.
This one i sho gray though.....


Mia ; All I see is gray

I guess we took the next exit eh?.
Once Febuary started.....Change started.
Recess wasn't as fun as it used to be.
People weren't how they used to be.
Life wasn't how it used to be.
I guess we'll get used to it.

It's as if it's only the four of us left, the ones who stayed together.
Alya, Yen Fern, Sie Mone ane me.

Sad isn't it?.
Recess ain't fun anymore,
So Operation 101 is undergo.
Alya, you better come back from there fast.... :D
IMY

OPERATION 101
has officially begun....

"When I caught the mosquito, I felt like I just protected my wife."
		-SS501: Kim Hyunjoong

"I made a lot of adjustments. There is something that I want, but the stylist said “Given the circumstances now, won’t it better if you do something like instead?” So I ended up accepting his suggestion. Having long hair somewhat showed an even manlier charm." -SHINee: Taemin.  Jonhyun :- "When Taemin came back to the dorm with his new hair, it was so long, “Huh! Are we going with this hair?” It was so long. I thought he was a woman. He is so pretty… Hair was even swinging in the back… It was beautiful…Heh."

Yunho said that if he was not a member of TVXQ, he would have become a fan of Jaejoong.


When Yunho is asked which member he likes the most, he answers first with “I like all of them” but when he was forced to answer, he replied ” I like Jaejoong.”

“YH: I like them if they know how to cook.

YH: I like them with straight hair.

Q: Which one you scared more, ghosts or a girl who burns in anger?” “Both. I don’t have extrasensory perception but ghosts are chimeric so I’m scared. But a girl who burns with anger is also scary. There are some parts (of the anger) that men don’t understand about. So both of them are scary.
		-DBSK: Changmin.    Changmin :- "Chicken must all be eaten" Jaejoong:- *nodnodnodnod....smiles evily*

"I’m okay with multinational marriage, foreigners are also alright. Mixed blood babies are so pretty."
		-Super Junior: Leeteuk.

That is just scary..... 0.0

"It can’t be helped. I, Kim Heechul, was born to successfully make women fall in love with me. It’s not my fault. It’s not of my free will. My mother and father created this face!"

Heechul - SUJU

"Onew: *rolling backwards in Kids’ playground*
Minho: This is not Indiana Jones"

So, I’ve been thinking about this whole being happy thing, and I feel like people get lost when they think of happiness as a destination. We’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy; we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives that will fix everything. But happiness is a mood, and it’s a condition, not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry, it’s not permanent. It comes and goes, and that’s okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness more often.

Editors Note :-

Won't be updating, well hopefully not. Till Thursday.
Exams are starting in 16 hours.....so my head needs to be in those books.....
Sayonara,

It's annoying, you know.
How people think they have had the worst life ever, and that the whole world needs to pity them.
Do you understand how much that annoys me?
Especially when your so emo and so lonely every freaking day.
Aish.
Then you refuse to let others know whats wrong, refuse to let others cheer you up.
Let me tell you what I've been through in the past MONTH. Just this month.
-My bestfriend died.
-I don't know who I am anymore
-Everything my parents say, have to have the words Australia or study in them
-I have no idea who to trust anymore.
-Everyone's emo.
-Not allowed to dance anymore.
-Oh and to top it all of, my friend died yesterday.

Through all of that, I'm hurting inside. But that doesn't stop me from smiling.
Who knows? Even though I hurt, maybe one of my smiles can make someone's day a teeny tiny bit better.
So SMILE, even though all you want to do is cry.

Sayonara,
Mia ; =D

Outside the station, she stands with her child on the side of the street, taking pictures of cars.

You think she's insane. Until, one day, you notice that she's taking pictures of the license plates of the cars her child gets into.

Because you look. But you do not see.

And she walks out the shop with bags full of cat food. You think she's some crazy cat lady until you find out, she has no cats.

Because you eat. But you do not taste.

It's been a while since their last album but he assures you, he's doing just fine these days, white flecks in his nostrils. Then he asks you if he can spend the night on your couch, even though it stinks.

Because you sniff. But you do not smell.

And they say "Just OK" when you ask them how school was. Then you wonder what they're hiding until you find their diary and the last entry reads "I wish you'd give me some privacy."

Because you listen. But you do not hear.

And they've got a bruise over their eye and you run the tips of your fingers over it and ask them how it happened. You believe them. Until it happens again.

Because you touch. But you do not feel.

And they walk past you everyday, one million stories, each waiting to be told. Waiting for you to ask.

Because you live. But very few, love.

 

	Sitting in the cinema, ready to watch the movie... and when its about to start........ BOOOOOM, Human giraffe sits in front of you         I just realized tomorrow is SATURDAY!!!

Why do You ignore the girl who is in Love with you, the one girl who know's you've done wrong plenty of times and still want's to be with you , the one girl who doesn't care what others say about you, the one girl who know's your completely wrong for her but still want's YOU, and only YOU, why do you ignore the girl who could really make you happy, the one that maybe deep down you know you truly love her too, Why won't you accept her. ~Scares the Hell outta you doesn't it?

Girl: Say im a man after everything i say...
Boy: Go on..
Girl: I went to the pub
Boy: im a man!
Girl: I met this girl
Boy: im a man!
Girl: i took her home
Boy: im a man!
Girl: I slept with her
Boy: Im a man!
Girl: She whispered in his ear..
Boy: im a man...

The biggest scars are unseen and unremembered, always from a smile you forgot long ago. We would never get anything done otherwise.

So lets take a break and go on a journey, Lets run to the stars and skip to the depths of the sea, Lets take pictures of nothing and post them in the clouds, Lets write a new song and sing it to the grass, Lets watch the rain fall and dance between the raindrops.



;I'm okay 

There I said It. I'm not okay. Happy? 
Yeah, I know. My acting very the pro kan?
He.He.He. 
I wasn't supposed to go to school today. But I did anyway. Why?
Cause I didn't want to go there either.
Everyone's so caught up in their own emo-ism. And I'm going around making them laugh like there's nothing wrong with me.
There sure is something wrong with me too.
Sometimes I think I care for others too much.
Watching Postman to Heaven again.


Mia ; dotdotdotdotdot
  

"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."