The convo between lavynia and her mom today. ROFL


Mom: Hey, make yourself useful
Lavynia: I am
Mom: How??
Lavynia: I am contributing to nature
Mom: How??
Lavynia: Im not moving, it's called saving energy

Hehehe, i was supposed to be doing my Geo Folio but...........
Anyway, i decided to Revive my twitter......and create a new tumblr. So here are the links....
miamonash.tumblr.com
www.twitter.com/miamonash

Kay Kay??
Follow Follow tahu!!
Eep EEppp.....
Hahahah......
Ive gone bonkers!!!

Damn........I have a headache.......
Grrrrr...........
It feels like there's an oversized woodpecker in my head trying to
GET OUT!
And it's going peck,peck.....peck,peck......
OUCH!

Acting like nothing happened
When you're really hurting on the inside

To watch you suffer like that
... it's like the end of the world

"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark burn out in a brilliant blaze than it be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet." 

"This is a song for the lonely, can you hear me tonight? For the broken hearted, battle scarred I'll be by your side.

Sometimes, people think I'm fine
IM NOT!
I am always a lil torn inside.
wrote a song yesterday,
Nick and me,
Honest is honestly the hardest thing for me right now.

Everytime I'm lonely,
Your always there
You give me a hug,
Showing me that you care
You ask me whats wrong
I'm never sure if i should share
There always someone watching us,
everywhere.......

If only we could be alone
Someday, Someplace
Far Away

-Gabba Gabba-

 ..................................................................................................................................................

Yesterday,
I wasn't emo.
I went kite flying and fishing with the youths of St.Pauls
Then later on, something came up and emo-ism came back.
Was emo during makan, and all the way home.
-Thanks for the hug, Benroy........guess i kinda needed one. -
Slept
Woke up less emo
Everything turned back to normal.
Open Facebook.
EMO!
......................................
I haven't had an appetite for the past week.
I dont even wanna talk anymore
Dont know if i can fake a smile tomorrow.......
Wish you were here!
Wish all 4 of you were.

Everyone says my life is complicated........It's even more complicated than you think.

Exams.Exams.Exams = Headaches.
Sejarah + Exam + Peer Pressure + Pressure = Migrains
Aissshhhhhh..................

You're spell that I can't reject is Lucifer
You're magic that I can't reject is Lucifer
When I first saw you, that short moment seemed to STOP!

I hurt my toe..........climbing up and down a hill.

I felt hurt, when you're best friend told me,what you did to her.
I believe you, so when she told me what you unintentionally did to her.
I felt a pang of pain for her.
Even though,my shoulder to cry on, is all the way in some other country.
I always have a shoulder, for you, for her, for her, for him, and for all the other people.
I'm just happy that you guys, didnt ruin you're friendship over a piece of crap.


I just took a quiz on FB and here is the answer:-
you are the moon...bright and beautiful when you descend from the dark skies...you show off a light that quides people through the night...you are like a guardian...mysterious and creative is another reason for standing out from everyone else...you might not be as bright as the sun but your talent is within and just waiting to break out...don't give up you'll get there...you are a dreamer and that's where your ideas of big dreams come from...there is a power within you...moon can show many different sides but each one there is a likeness to them...when your full moon you shine the brightest and everyone sees it...moon is also romantic so i'm guessing you might be romantic?

 The colour of my soul is:-

The following is a copy paste from Yen FErn's blog.  Im too lazy to retype the thing.
Bro' taekwondo examination today. Yen Fern was there too. Met her parents. Nice people :O
Got bored and we called Lavynia.

Us: Oi.
Lavynia: .....................................

20 seconds later...

Yen Fern: Lala, say something!
Lavynia: .................................................... Something.
Maria: *laughs* WTH. *grabs phone* Oi. Respond la when we talk to you.
Lavynia: ......................... Mmmm.
Yen Fern: What's she doing?
Me: What you doing?
Lavynia: ............................................ I'm reading a book.
Me: What book?
Lavynia: ...................................................
Us: WOI.
Lavynia: Archie.

The rest of the call pretty much when like that. Nonsense larrr that girl

Yen Fern made me update.......so i updated. XD

Aishhhhhh..........problems problems............always trying to make me sad, problem is that problems cant make me sad, because the problem with me is that even though im surrounded by problems or problemaking people, i can never be sad unless some real big problem comes around. Understand the problem??

Anyway.......aish, spoil my mood. I blame it on myself.......
Okay, Happy things that happened on Hari K was .............



Blurrr picture, who cares...........anyway, Hari K was on SAturday, i saw Kah Ming, Benny, Kenneth, Jackie, and....and......a so many other friends.........
Yen Fern and me spotted Lavynia's long lost twin brother.
Wanna see???
I feel lame, unexcited, and lonely, and sad today..........
Aishhh...........anyway, gtg email some stupidd ICTL crap.
I think im losing my voice. .....................
I need to talk to any one of my guy friends, girls are too emotional
Oink Oink.
is Emo.

Last Night,
I talked to Nick on the phone for 3 and 1/2 hours straight..........
Then he made me cry, laughing.
LoL.
Yen Fern, made a new word.....
QuackQuack and MooMoo......
Something is definitely wrong with us!
Hahaaha, LoL.
I just started reading Manga a few days ago = Maid Sama.
Usui is so hot!
Hahahaha, Lawl.
Cynta, Alya and Yen Fern are addicted Bonyot. Hahaha....LoL. And Ham Sap, and Hen Tai, and QuackQuack and MooMoo and DotDotDotDotDotDotDot.

Hahahah......i laugh too much.
Dont you think?!
Then Nick, is addicted to Balony......
We are bongkers!
Call the police!! I just saw a crazy person in my mirror!!

I havve to doooo, darn homework.

Exams are like tomorrow, and i have a major headache!!!
Thank God, its just English and Moral......
I'm more of a night study kind of person, but you know, i cant study for more than an hour, because i get really, sleepy.......
Haizzzzz.......
Wish me Luck!

I haven't updated my blog in the longest time........ZOMG~
Anyways, a lot things happened in the past.....
.My camera rosak
Alia's B'day
Sports Day (psssst: I didnt go)
Autism Walk
PSB Installation discussion
Arrival of Venus,Mars and Lost
And Other than That all the usual problems we face in life.......

Haizzzz.........

Anyways, lets start from the top!

MY CAMERA ROSAK!!!!
so heart-breaking.......a week before that, my phone rosak, and i went to repair it and had to use MY OWN MONEY!!! Now, my camera rosak....haizzz......i pokai alrd!! How now??!!
So now, i cant use my camera till i have money!!! Haizzz.....unless i get straight A's for Mid-Year exam and then ask Dad & Mum! Hmmm......see larrr what happen......

Alia Leilani's B'day Bash!!
Alia's birthday was on the 2nd of May.....
She had a b'day bash at The Paya 'something' in Hilton,PJ.
The food was so awesome, i hung out with Damia, and me and her felt like idiots coz at first we didnt know what to eat....
Then we didnt know how to do the steamboat.....
So God knows how we actually managed to cook 3 crabsticks that I ate, which tasted quite the deliciouso.
I bought Alia a bronze necklace from Amcorp Mall just before going to her party.....like seriously..
After church i went and bought it, then went for her party.....
Hope she liked it...and even then i used my own money.
Her party was fun, and she looked absolutely GorGeous!

Sports Day!
Pssst......i didnt go,
But it was on some date that i forgot and GUESS WHAT>>???!!!!
RUMAH MERAH WON!!!
WOOOT!!!!

Autism Walk!
Autism Walk was on the 11th of April ( if i'm not mistaken)
It was a blast!!
Joanne,Demtria,Anita,Samantha,Olivia and me did front gate security.......
You dont know how freaking hard it is!!!
You have to ask them if they have a ticket, then tell them where to get one if they dont, or tell them where to redeem their stuff if they do. Then you have to shoo them inside. And then you can't let cars in!!
Which means possibly getting into an accident!!
But all in all IT WAS A BLAST!!

PSB Installation Discussion!
One day, all the librarians Form 2-4 were gathered in the billik rujukan by Renia.....we were then asked to sit down....I got the swirly chair!!
Then she talked about where we were going to do the installation and the food and the performances.....i knew that Form 2's had to go against the Form 3's to get to dance because they wanted to do something on their own without someone having to tell them what to do very very strictly.Then i started blurring out, and wasnt paying attention to anything until Oli stepped on my foot (OWWWWWW!!!!) I zapped back into the conversation as they started arguing on who to get the dance, somehow we won....then Renia asked who was going to be the ketua, and all the heads turned to me.........
WTH!!!>>>!!!!
I didnt think i could actually handle all the stress of choreographing, doing the song, teaching them and getting everyone to come for practice. It was going to be one hell of a job.
So i literally screamed 'WHATTTT???!!!!' and of course everyone insisted and i got the post.....
So now i still havent choreographed the dance, but i didnt want to do any remixing unless it would be really good, so  i might as well use BLAME IT ON THE POP.....so yeah......

ARIVAL OF VENUS,MARS and LOST
Well on the 14th of April 2010. I got 2 puppies.......we named them Venus and Mars.......they were so cute!!!
Then one day after swim trainning we found a lost puupy that looked so young and confused my brother started crying for us to be able to car for him.... and my mum said ok. We named him Snow at first but my mum insisted on naming him Lost....so we called him Lost, and kept on responding.....so the name stuck...

Other than that, my mid-year exams are coming up, so i have to study and stuff.....And currently i'm addicted to Farmville and Cafe World on Facebook.........which is really weird since im not the type of person who goes online to play games....LOL.
=DD

15-17 March 2010

When i heard Miriam wasnt coming for the retreat,i thought i was gonna be so boredd there.....but then i was proven very and i mean very wrong. It was so fun, the long walks on the beach, trying not to get wet, when we were walking in the water. Splashing everyone. The jokes.....It was the best time ever!
And the awesome youth's i met were
                                                                       Edweena

                                                                           Anna

Monday- I became a Shotai.
Tuesday- I studied.
Wednesday- I'm saving one of my bestfriend's ass
Thursday- Still saving her ass
Friday- Still saving her ass.

Gonna be saving her ass for quite a while....haizzz....
Yesterday, was my mom's partner's wife's birthday! Happy Birthday, Aunty Sumi!!. They had a suprise party at Meatworks. We got lost on the way, so you could say we were kinda late. Joanne left me and went to India!! Without saying goodbye....=(
So yeah, during the party, i got bored once in a while, but when Daniel Annai came, i finally had someone i could talk to. Well,we decided to prank call his friend Adrian, SAS Leo Club Prez. Yeah, and he told him that he picked me up from the roadside....WTH?
Yeah, and now im too lazy to type out the other stuff.....So yeah.
Ciao!
;D

Damn awesome song.!!!
Today i went to school like normal and came back at about 10.30am
Today was Class Photo Day, so everyone came, all happy happy except me.
I was feeling sick.
So after the photo, Regina followed me to the sick bay, and yeah....i was okay at about 9-9.25, and I decided to call my mum and ask her to pick me up.
But i didnt, cause of some reasons that shall not be said on my BLOG!.
So Keshita, one of my Best Friends since std.5, called mummy and asked her to pick me up.
Funny Thing is,
During English i felt a whole lot better, and just as i was deciding if i should like stay in school. The Kakak comes and tells me, my dad's here. Well, so much for staying at school.
I went home and slept.
=D
Well, thats sick old me!!
=D
Today's Alysha's birthday.
Happy Birthday Alysha!!!
.....................................
Im not going for foot the ball, so sad.
I like football....
Its fun yet tiring
hehe
...................

Merentas Desa a.k.a Cross-Country......i was frantic when i couldnt find my beloved runnin shoes, so my last resort was to wear sneakers, well it was the only other thing that was comfy to run in. We were separated into 3 groups, according to form. Ashwini, and me decided to run/walk/jog together,....

Ciao!

OH no!!! School's back and this year semua org Form2. Get to bully the form 1's hehehe......
A lot of homework.....
Im just typing this coz my friend said if i dont update i mati.....hehehe
So Al my blog is updated.....
*updated*
C ya in schl.....

AFC BOOTCAMP 09 WAS A BLAST!!!!
I mean seeing all the people i havent seen in quite a while.And making new friends.
Wow!!
And then there was that tiring feeling after dance practice and the sweaty shirts and the stench from all the shoes.
I've always had a good time in AFC.
I met a few new friends,
Joel, Sonia, Chelsea, Yee Wei, Zhi An, and i cant rely remember the rest of them....
I remeber their faces but i forgot their names....
oops!
I was too fun for words....laaaarh.

Then it kind of taught me stuff & hw i shud bcome.....
The worst part was the push-ups......
We also made a song......and a nickname for a few ppl hahahahax.
The song is called the watermelon song......
and the nicknames were,
Watermelon (wont b revealed)
Girl (Jon Yap)
Penguin (Divya)
The view (someone)
Curly fries (Joash)
Ason (Benson)
Aloy (benroy)
Agin (Sugin)

And too much to remember,...........


we were all so dead tired that i cant even think straight now.

True friends are hard to find,
Hard to leave,
And the hardest to forget.

I just dont get why people talk about other people behind their backs. It is just rude, annoying and it makes you feel sad when u find out. I found out today, that someone i was close to was talking to my other close friend behind my back. They were avoiding me, so i guess i could tell, but refused to believe it. I'm happy i found out though, because it opened my mind up, and made me think. I didnt bother what they were saying, because i knew that i could not confide in them anymore.....plus i dont give a damn about they say. It made me think, I have been doing the exact same thing to someone. I guess life is just like the saying ' what goes around comes around'.
School is kind of hard, cause you never know who's talking behind your back, and who isnt. Heck, even you're best friend could have been talking behind your back.....but most of those things happen cause of misunderstanding. Its sad really, that you never think of these kind of things until you're kicked in the ass by it.
So, the only things you can possibly do is, choose the right friends, pray, and just be yourself.
If they dont like you.
THEIR LOSE.

So now, im going to apologize to the someone i've been treating badly....or shouold i do it on Monday.
Hmmm........
Anyways, there is AFC today...
And divya cant come cause she went for camp. She was very scared that leaches would bite her. LoL.
So i cant tell her...
But im sure AFC will be fun as it always is!!
=D

But i feel alright..

Exams ended.....
Exams Ended
EXAMS ENDED!!!!

And yesterday was Halloween....ooooh.....
Since me n my bro were dying of boredom. We watched The Covenant on AXN. My bro got scaredand didnt want to eat or sleep, i  felt like ch0king him at that time. But in the end, he got to sleep, which made me skip dinner..... Then Dad came back from wherever he went and started screaming at me, cause i didnt do something i was suppose to do for him..... And i was about to scream at him, but i just shut my mouth....
There is only so little i can do, since i ONLY HAVE 2 HANDS. And since mum was out, i had to use both my hands to organize my bro. I dont think, i actually gave a damn, on the murmuring Dad was doing outside the room....and soon enough i knocked out. But then Ian (my bro), woke up anad walked towards his cupboard, which had a drawing of a lady on it, and started poking the lady. I was shocked, cause when i tried to ask him what he was doing, he was so quiet, i think he was sleep walking or something.
IDK laaa.


Then the next day...
(TODAY)
my Dad woke me up at 5.30 in the morning....cause he has to go to church at 6.30 and i had to be at church at 7.30, so i was forced to follow him...grrrrr.
So i went and sat in the service for 15 minutes, and then i saw Sugin, so i thought  i might as well keep him company since it was only the 2 of us there so far.
5 minutes later, Zach came, with his cool camera. And then Andrea, Angelina and Jessica came with food.
Yummm.....
(i didnt have dinner or breakfast okay)
Then JJ and Joseph Lai came,
And then Benson and Celine came.
And then we ate.
And then we went to Good Shepard for publisiti.
Good Shepard is kind of above some shops, so there is two ways to go up....by a lift or bt the stairs....they were both spooky. I took the lift, it was dark and the light kind of blinks on and off, so it mademe half expect that the lift doors were going to open to a floor of darkness and a ghost would pop out....but as u know, i have a very wide imagination..... =D

So the lift opened and we entered Good Shepard.
Then we dance, dance,dance...and then it was the sermon, and the intercession.....which i thought was the longest prayer i have ever heard. (But hey, im not complainning).
And of course, one of the reasons AFC is AFC is cause, there are so many jokesters in AFC that you cant stop laughing. Then it was Holy Communion.
I almost forgot that i was already confirmed....but thats just me.... XD.
After the service was over, we walked to where the 'Coffee Fellowship'  was, and the food was fantastic,well prolly cause i was very hungry. They even had cake!!!

Then.....i came home.....
And now i am going to go and sleep.
ZZZZZ....
-.-" (the z's were lame)

AFC Publicity on Sunday. Dang.

Im in Australia AGAIN!!!
Urgh!!
I have nothing to do other than sit in this boring ol house playing FiFa 09 on the PS2 with my brother........
(which by the way, is quite interesting because i've been winning)
Why did we come here in the first place??
To get a stupid old PR.
Its spring now......but it is still quite cold, especially when the wind blows, u can turn to ice.
I wonder if i can ask dad to take us to the Flying Angel so we can play pool.
Hmmm.....
The only 2 things i find interesting now is the bag of potato chips next to me, and how to get rid of the enormous fly flying around the house......
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Last week.......
We had some sivik thing last week, where all the classes had to compete in a singing competition.
My class chose to wear traditional clothes.....
                                                       Me in a 'saree'( not sure abt the spelling)



                                              

Sorry guys.......i mean whoever who's been trying to get me on my house phone
I havent been at home for the week because my grandmother broke her leg quite badly..
So since my whole family went to Ipoh (where she lives).......
They sent me to my cousins house.
So yeah.....
We are all very worried about grandma cause she is a cancer survivor and we are all very scared that she might get it back again..........
Yeah.

Yipeee!
Im back from Australia!
But the really really bad thing is i have to do my Geo Kerja Kursus.
So, I have to stick my butt to this chair and do it.
But im facebooking more than doing the folio.
I dont have any clue on what to do here.
Help!! Help!!!
Even though i went to Australia, my hols were boring a little beany weeny bit at least
THE HOLS ARE ENDING!!!!
Awww, as much as i miss my friends and as much as i want to sleep.
i cant help but wanting to go back to school
Weird ryte??
Well, guess what?
Im weird!!
I had Teh Tarik every single day of the holidays.
The first thing i did once i got back was call Benny and sms wini.
I better get back to my Geo Folio, and then i shall update this blog!
Ciao!
=)

Whoa!! 
Yesterday was so so so LONG!!!
Cause we went to Dean's house.
Dean is one of the little kids tht we are family friends with.
We had afternoon tea and played cricket. My team won cause Dean was the batter.
After that we had Ice-cream.
Ice- Cream at the end of winter makes u turn to ice.
Then we played with Oliver (their shitzu)
At about 6' o clock, dad came to pick us up and took us to one of mummy's best friends house.
We were there until 9.30pm.
Luckily, mummy's friend, Aunty Tracy had 2 daughters. Shan Mei and Shan Ming. We had Pizza for dinner and then watched the Michael Jackson's concert.
And then we played Murder in The Dark.
After that we played singstar and a round of Marco Polo.
BTW: While playing Murder in The dark, their cat came to my hiding place and started rubbing itself on my leg.
I was so scared, I screamed. cause i didnt know they had a cat. Last time, we visited them, they had a cute, jumpy dog.
Well thats it for now!!
Mummy wants to use the laptop.
So i gtg.
Ciao!!
Or should i say Cheers??
Nvm.
Ciao!!    =)

I'm in  Aussie. And there are its up's n it's downs.
So far, me n my family have been enjoying ourselves. Miss Seelan knows about me, Shoba n Keshi.
So lets just let it be.
Wht to do?
My bro is reading all of this.
So i GTG.
Ciao!!

On Thursday, 20th of August.
I had to get ready to go to Perth,Australia.
Awesome right??
I went with Mummy n my oh-so annoying bro!
Our flight was the 12:05am flight on Friday.
We had to go to LCCT @ 8.00pm
It was so boring in LCCT until....
We went to a shop and had a vanilla sundae
While i was enjoying my delicious sundae, Oli called and said her bye and asked me what i was doing and blablabla.
So i got back to my sundae and by then my mom's friends started calling her......and THEIR CONVERSATION WAS LOOOONG!!!

Ahhhhhh!! Now back to my sundae!!
I finished my sundae and my br said he didnt want his, so i had to finish his too.
But it was so finger lickin good, i didnt mind.

After the sundae......

We went and blablabla and waited for the doors to board the plane to open.


It was so so so cold. Brrrr.....
I went into my dad's house and drank teh tarik.
We went to the park later.....

Hey, my installation was on the 1st of August. It was so damn freaking awesome. I loved it. I got Penolong Ketua AJK Fotografi. which i lurve since i lurve taking pics. I miss my friends. Keshi,Charlene, Damia and Sara look like their avoidding me n ashwini. well, i got new friends, so i guess i can survive. Exactly like me and divya expected the gang was breaking apart. At first we listened to speeches, then we got our certs then we danced, and sang and had an open dance floor. YOu just have to be there to actually have the great great great amount of fun we did. here are a few pix.

Im in love with talking nonsense!!!